..TeLuk KaLonG...

Himpunan Mahasisawa bersama Komuniti 1 Malaysia

DUN Kijal & DUN Kemasik

Last weekend i went to kemaman for community services..since its da last weekend b4 i had started my study...so we departed at 9 o'clock in da morning n arrived there about 10.30am...since the organizers not ready so we went aroung da village n had tea for a while..in da afternoon we had opening ceremony n then we were given to our "family angkat"...that was the 2nd time for me...after that , i went to da family's house..got to know da family members..credits to my parents coz of their guidance i could adapt to da new environment..hehehe..thanx mama n papa..but still i had to behave...at nite ..da family n i had to go back at da same place for Forum perdana..da speakers were very well known..hehehe..i just listened n took few notes...since my sleepy could not control...

after da forum finished, da family drop by a warung to had some snack..lempeng kelapa..i had heard but never try it so that was da 1st time..hehehe...btw i was not da only anak angkat ..there another one aini from UNISZA...she's from perlis...quite a shy girl...hehehehe..contras with my attitude..sorry 'ma' n 'pak'...hehehehe\

da next day...as for iium student we had to help our little bros n sistah.. we guided them on da rite way to perform solah n how to had ablution... as for our family angkat ..the had a competition at bukit kuang ...which is 'kacau syura'...da competition is very famous n regularly held for villages ...there also had futsal clinic for youngsters...at noon supposed there was 'sukan rakyat' ..unfortunately it was raining heavily.so it was canceled..at nite we dont go for malam kebudayaan..we just spent da nite taking pictures n went out together with da family...it was so fun..

da next morning we had to go to balai raya teluk kalong...sonok jugak...hehehe..since my family angkat is the chairman of JKKK teluk kalong so weather o like it or not we had to go.ala just simple cleaning...hehehe..then we went to pantai teluk kalong..ooooo..i miss beach...heheheh...so peaceful n tranquil....we had mee grg...yum2...then we headed home...ma cooked chicken curry n some other dishes..in da same time we had chat about my family...

around 2 pm yg headed back to assembly field...da closing ceremony held...we cherish all moment that we had...coz iium student had to go back early then other university...

this was so unforgettable moment n i wish to go there again...thnx ma n pak...i love u guy...

..WasTe...

..environmental biotech class...

hi there..hehehe...just wanna share some view regarding our surrounding...of course about the environment..

can u tell me how many waste that u produce within a day..or a week..or a month or a year...

did u noe how r they being eliminated or decomposed or handled..

a big NO rite?!!

well..we should take notes all these..either u like it or not..u should..i noe it gross...eeeuuwwwhhh!!!!

but still..in order to save our earth we had to do some thing..we must conserved our earth from all these nonsense...

make sure..u take care all ur waste..manage them or sort them..da one that can recycle just put a side n sent them to da recycle place..ok...

apply 3R..then u may have a better life in future..

..cuti sem..

....tHe bOnD...

this sem break lot of things happened..unhappy..happy..as for me ..

just having fun al da time although its hurt...y?..

well..this aidil adha nota like b4..as u noe just like aidil fitri b4..i dot noe may be this year..somthing missing...not as always ...

then..when theres time to hang p with friends...byk plak alasan n complain...y must he/she..mcm x de org lain..so what ... its me myself...who cares i wanna frenz with whom..i noe my limits..stop treat me like a little girl..im 22 OK...

then ali bersunat..hahaha..da day that i wanna have...nothing change pun..mama n papa still give extra care..

well what to do..anak manje..its not like im jeles..but still...b4 this pun same jugak...

m i too childish?

really?

mama said..ape la kakak ni mcm budak kecik..what have i done that show me a budak?

huhuhuhu..

after this ..im going to gemencheh ..what for...

wait for my next post k..

hehehehe..

c u.. xoxo...

...eNd oF sEm1 3Rd yEaR...

...eXams...LaTe NiTes...bOriNk sTuFf...

iii mmmiiiiiissssss uuuuu!!!!!!...

hehehe...i took me long time to write again n this blog..huhuhuhu..buzy woman..hahahaha...my life threatening me so hectic pass few weeks...last minutes assignments....preparation for the exams n all borink stuff which i need to faced and go through with them all...hehehe..plus..its kind of weird to write in English since  i had never spoken in English in my daily life..i tried but sometimes people see me with weird gesture..n i cant handle it..hahahaha..

exams are almost finished just another paper that took my 6 days to have it..huhuhuhuhu..the gap was filled by borink stuff..like 'guling2 atas katil coz sitll in daydream', no idea where to start study again, surf internet which im not that type like to overdo it like some people 247 online n watch da flat screen, watching korean's series (heheheh i loike!!!!...) n last but not least hang around huhuhuhuhu (really tiring n exhausted...huh!!)...

this afternoon im gonna have DO class which is a class for da last paper..huhuhuhu...

hopefully, this class will be last n i can colect all da notes from her..hukhukhuk...

..FiNaL eXam FeVeR...

...iNsTrumenT, meDicaL bioTecH, ReSearcH meTh, naTuRaL pRoDucT, biOinFo n DesiGn..

huhuhu...its coming again..n for sure i will harder this time...

yyyyyyyy???????

hehe...

...sYmBiOn 2010...

...BiOTecH fOr HeaLthiEr LiVinG...

this event was taking place at UMP...yup eddy's uni..hehehehe..a.k.a my second uni..huhuhuhuhu...

hahahaha..

this SymBion actually more or less like conference that i had attended before..but still not da same..symBion was about biotech engineering field which related to my course also..it was held also as a medium to build relationship between industries, students from different universities n also lecturers...

this event was a great opportunity for those who didnt make it to go to da conference at KLCC..

da 1st talk was about red biotechnology..emphasized on the health, medicine n new technology in healing or curing diseases...da speaker was mdm lutchemi from Malaysian Bioinformatics Center (MABIC)... she talk about da new discovery in red biotech n also about career opportunity on this filed..

da 2nd talk was bout the experience of dealing with herbs to produce new product for consumers..this talk was delivered by mdm raha from MARDI...

after lunch, we were separated into two groups..where by a group will go to da Lembaga Kemajuan Perusahaan Pertanian Negeri Pahang and da other group will have a tour at chemical biotech engineering lab...

so i was in da group that had to go on tour...although it was just inside the UMP..but still...all da instruments that they have are more advance n much bigger...u noe pilot scale...huhuhuhu...there was in a wherehouse...where the large instruments was located n also the lab....

...IGEM 2010...

..i CaN fEeL iT..

it was the 1st time ever i had gone for an international conference...it was really awesome..n in da same time made me feel da world of biotech..seriously n no kidding...

IGEM or International Greentech & Eco-Product Exhibition & Conference Malaysia..."Green Future : Low Carbon Green Growth"...as da theme of this event really open up my eyes to see how da world trying to save our earth hardly...yeah as the speaker said "its really hard to change drastically but we can always make a difference step by step"... 

its was actually an international campaign to emphasize the importance of saving the nature n avoid using things that made our life worse...hence it still can be save as all of us know how to do it...

as we arrived at da morning about 8.30am..we straight to registration site n had our lovely goody bag..hehehe..i like it..

da 1st slot that we entered was about how to minimize the use of carbon from light n other electrical appliances...its was true surprised me that an 64 years old man asking question n he gave his taught upon the speech that the speakers were delivered before that...we still blurred at that time..yeah u noe..out of nowhere n suddenly u are surrounding with all dato'2 n datin2, tan sri2 n all ambassadors n also representative of all companies not only in Malaysia but also out side da nation...

after that we may separated n it was up to us which talk conference that we wanna entered...so i went to resource recovery n waste management...the speakers were really inspire me ..especially the speaker from Thailand who was the founder of  Wongpanit...what is Wongpanit?...its a large company in thailand that recycle almost all waste that had been collected from every area in thai...if u wanna noe more just google it.. im sure u will also be surprised..

then, lunch time !!!! wink winkwink!!! ^-^

we had lunch with hotel services..really 1st class..hehehe..as student u noe..this kind of opportunity will come twice..so we had our lunch..hehehe..not to mention there were western , local n japanese cuisine ....ooowwwwhh..how i love this scene..hehehehe...da smile face of all my frenz..hehehehe...

then i entered da 3 slot ..about biomass in comparison of malaysia Eu country n japan...exciting but not much.huhuhuhu..may be i used to listen to this topic so it may a bit of bornk...hehehehe..then hasna n i went to da previous venue..to watch more about waste management ..but sadly it was came to an end..we had our tea...

after that we went to see the exhibition..wooowwwww!!!!!!!...

it was totally cool..n ... awesome..

for those who not attend this event..u will regret..honestly..it really helps in finding ur ways to determined which part of biotech that u wanna entered..may be we cant see da future but we can alwys try n find da best for our selves..

...AGM...

..Annual Grand Meeting SCIENCESS n New Board of Director...

last nite was an amazing...at last i finally could feel the 'aura' of being one of da nominee for election committee...seriously that was my 1st time..yeah i noe for some of u think that this event wasnt that important but not for me...

for me being one of the board member give u lots n lots of experience that u will never get from any where unless u gain it from this kind of event..yeah..believe me u will learn a lot...

nway...congratez for thise that had been chosen to lead SCIENCESS hopefully u guys will up grad our kuliyyah for da next level..

insyaallah...

...tHis HearT...

...nObOdy...

yes ...
nobody knew what inside this heart...
so much pain...
so much anger...
so much pity...
so much desire...

yes...
nobody knew whats gonna happen on this heart...
the thing that not gonna end..
the thing that not gonna vanished within a second...
the thing that not gonna smashed n broken just like an empty jar...
the thing that gonna remain there silently...

this heart...
had been n all circumstances...
pain, hatred, anger, hurt, touched, happy, joy, missing n love..

this heart...
really hope every thing will be in the right order..
as usually like nothing happen..

but...

this heart ...
knew that it was not that simple...

sigh~~

...cOnVesT 2010...

..Can'T waiT...

it was da 1st time i had been at iium gombak for CONVEST...wooowwww!!!!..it was really awesome n really excite me...i just cant wait for my own convocation hehehe....

* ni sempat jugak tgk demo taekwando kat sane...hehehe

..aFteR raYa...

...BioTecH 072,081 & 082.. GlaMouR Raya!!!...

of course after raya ..more open house n so on..until at da end of syawal...so fun n njoy having with all my frens...still lina n oppo weren't there..huhuhu (disappointing a bit) ..but ok..

hehehe...luckily i was one of da mc for that day with shahir...both never been as mc..hahahaha..lawak jugak la..hahaha...the one n only vip that came to our function is bro. Don nur Lukman (sweet n gentleman "kate apin"hehehehe)...

that nite we ate nasi ujan panas, sate, roti jala, kuih cek mek n curry-puff... there were two games which da 1st one was 'jgn lipa lirik ' n the other one was 'pemberite byk kepala'..for da 1st game.. da rule was just as same as da one on tv...but for this event it was becoming like karaoke session.. well n way thanx to shauqi, ukasya, azanita n miji..for being very sporting..hahahaha...

for da 2nd game , a group of people were goin to recite a new based on da given title..n deliver it as creative as they can spontaneously...hehehe...tha group that win da competition was consist of miji, bonzer, mus, anip n bad..hehehehe..they really make the scene really xciting n hilarious..hahahaha

at the end of da event we had chosen shauqi as MR.RIANG n awatif as MIS RIA..hehehehe



overall ... was very happening n i m gonna miss all of this soon..huhuhu

...sYawaL 2010...

...FamiLy...

syawal come again..met my family n i without ijoy together with us...actually...we could still feel his presence but for me may be not...

this syawal for me ..not as much as before..yeah..absolutely...full of sorrow...

as all of u had knew my late grandmother had gone to our creator as well as my late uncle month after that...

their presence still warmed ourselves..with da jokes n personalities...owhh..i miss my raya so much...

plus ..this syawal we cant make it to balik kampung as we planned...due to some problems..

so it was addition to da sadness...sadness????...i can say that for me...

well..its hard actually to write again in da blog it took me some times for me to write it in this post...coz im not used to lost some one n not only one but 2...really..writing this make me cry again...

------hehehe....end of story for that..........

so 1st da of hari raya...we made masi minyak..n some rendang..no ketupat or nasi impit as always...but on da 2nd day we made ketupat n nasi impit..

im not goin anywhere.just been at home n served the relatives n guests...

alhamdulillah i can still celebrate 1st Syawal again with my beloved family...

this is our new pics for hari raya..hopefully next one will have full house...

...menjelang syawal...

rumah ku adalah segalanya..

kdg2 kite x perasan yg rumah kite tu yg merupakan tpt bg kite memulakan penghidupan..

manusia sekarg mudah alpa dgn hal2 dunia yg menyeronokkn...

sampai lupa ibu bapa dan adk beradik.dgn menganggap mereka semua beban..

kdng2 benci pun ade...

namun bulan syawal yg bakal tibe beberapa hari je lg membuat kn saudara2 kite yg jauh dari keluarga ..rindu...menyesal ....rugi...

sbb x dapt bersama keluarga..

walau bagaimana pun tidak pada saudara kite yg terpaksa belajar dan bekerja di luar negara...

tambahan pulak , kalau kite telah kehilangan sahabat teman atau pu saidara mara yg pergi menemui Ilahi...

yg dekat dan mampu pulang ke sisi keluarga ..

pulanglah...

yg jauh walau pun x jauh mane...cubalah plang...

cuba..dan terus mencuba..masa masih ade...

yg jauh beribu batu terpisah lautan antartika...

sabarlah..insyaAllah ade rezeki kite dapt berjumpa di lain lebaran...

p/s: ijoy.kami sekeluarag mendoakan kamu sihat disana...mungkin skar utk balik ke malaysia..tp doa dan ingatan kami tetap ade.semoga puasa cukup..dan tabah selalu k...salam sayang dari kakak dan keluarga..

..Buka Puasa...

...TaNjuNg LumPur...

last nite , oppo, wanis, yeh , nik, edy n i went to buka puasa together...
just to have nice buka puase with edy..huhuhuhu..
we order siakap grg 3 rasa, kailan ikan masin, sayur campur, lala mask merah n sotong grg tepung....

as da azan berkuamandang we open break our fast by eating kurma n sirap limau...then we went to da surau to have maghrib prayer 1st...

then we ate all except for sotong grg tepung..

it was too bad coz we didint get to eat sotong grg tepung..huhuhu..sedey sgt..

...PuaSa...

..duLu..duLu...

salam ramadhan buat semua..=)

bile tibe je bln ramadhan yg mulia ni terigt mase kecik2 dulu..mase mula2 blaja puasa...

hehehe..(blm pape gelak dulu)...im sure that all of us had good n weirdos memories pasal puasekn..kelakar ..lucu..sume ade...

pristiwa yg plg x bley thn n akn gelak selalu was that time baru balik dari Taski Abim..hehehe..budak baik la katekn..mase tu ade ain wawa n ijoy..kebetulan masa tu papa pg amek mama dari sekolah ptg...kitorg time tu tinggal kat Kem Polis Hutan Batalion 8..tp sekarang da tukar name Batalion 8 Pasukan Gerakan Am kat pengkalan Chepa..so ceritenye..balik dari taski kn penat la..mase kalo x salah hari ke 2 atau ke3...mase tu ain sorg je yg pose wawa demam..so papa ade belikn die chipsmore yg kecik tu..

tgh wawa buka...ain da pandang ngan pandangan yg semacm .."wo ko x pose ke?".."kak kn td awa pg klinik ngan papa"..owh.."penat la hari ni..besh la mu x pose...mu th x ..x baik mkn dpn org pose..."...."ea ke?"..."meh bg akak sikit..tp ko diam2 jgn bg th papa..."

tetibe dgr motor...cet motor jiran sebelah...buat penat je cover...hahahaha...masuk kepng yg ke3.."aik kak byknyer ko mkn...bg th papa br th..."..ain ckp "jgn macm tu wa..ko syg ke kat akak..penat tau pose.."

hahh!!!!papa da balik...dari tingkap da nampak..aik nape x de bunyi motor...

jejak ke tangga pertama...."papa!!!!! kakak x pose..."...siot betul si wawa ni ..da tu kene la bebel..x dpt duuit raye la...tu la...ni la...pastu last2 habis jugak pose  sebln tanpa curi2 mkn lg...hehehehe....

-to be continue-

..eGo..

..how can one live with egoistic..

.isn't it seem like pathetic...
which meant that ..ermmm..honest like make me feel sick n nak muntah...

i noe bein gentleman is good but please la behave like an adult first...

then..
if u want to spent lots of money then go ahead..
if u want to be a good hubby then go ahead..
if u want to curfew ur wife n not let her be alone then go ahead...

just open ur eyes..n please2..
be matured 1st..huhuhuhuhu..

i also have my own but better not to show off...

p/s:this post is nit pointed to anyone but just to brief how do i feel for those who has EGO...huh...

..Ramadhan...

...FasTing mOnTh...

time is runnin so fast...

ramadan had drop by...its a requirement for every muslim to fast during this whole month...

today, its da 5th Ramadhan which mean , i had fasting for 5 days...alhamdulilah every thing just find..but for past 2 days im not to well...may be the changin of weather...sometime it was too hot..sometimes it was too cold...day n nite...it kept changin...may its da 'fitrah' of fastin month..one of da way for HIM to test His servants...to up hold the desire to eat, drinks, avoid maksiat n all wrong doins...Allahuakbar...

only HE knows...

tests n challenges come without any sign...not eanough with that..the responsibility as a student to take quiz n exams really make me strong to face it...

insyaAllah everything will be find...

this comin week..i had 3 quiz...instrumentation, bioinformatics n medical biotech...



lets have faith n strive till da end....amin...

...circLe oF liFe...

i felt like yesterday  met her...

with warm touch n hugs...she was so soft..

i wonder who was she exactly...

she never took something for granted..
she never got angry with something ...
she just remained silent if other people talked behind her back..
she always been so calm...like nothing had happened to her...

she was very passionate in what she was doin...

sometimes i wonder is any body else like her in this world..

do u?

p/s: this post is dedicated to arwah badariah lamid...a grand mother of da one i love...may she rest in peace..A-fatihah....

...mUvi...mUvi...mUvi...

...uPdaTed...

dont misunderstood when i wrote "updated"...it was actually seemed like i was left behind b4..just wait for Ruby nma rumie to gave me some new downloaded muvi that she had had..hehehehe...well what to do if the SYNDROME M is in like da storm...

so far for this sem i had watched predator, toy story, inception, salt n da last one was the sorcerers ...

predator...i watched it with my 11 friends included wan (apin's friend)...hahaha it was so funny n honestly i never feel that scary so much when i watched other sequel of predator..

toy story..it was in 3d actually..hehehe..

inception...i watched it with oppo, lina, wanis, raf n some other girls hehehehe...i really like a story within a story...it make me felt thrilled..


salt... da 1st movie i watch with yaya n hafiz jeremy together2 with oppo n wanis..it was hell of da nite..totally screwed..n was a really bad day..n it was da 1st time i watched muvi at teruntum..hehehe...n some one kantoi depan i..hahahahaha....

the sorcerers ...i watched it with edy..since he came down to town with his friends...hehehe...

seriously..this sem like i never wanna miss every any blockbuster movie...da one that ive been waiting for is avatar da last air bending 3d..hehehee..cant wait...yeeeyyyhhh!!!!!!

...TeDdy BeaR...

..Cik TeD...

hehehe..sound familiar...suddenly apin gave me a bear..what really shockin suprise...

i placed it at my novels rack so that its easier for me to hug her...hehehehe...

nway thanx apin..it is so lovely...

..uNpReDicTabLe Day...

...sHoPpiNg n watcHinG...

hehehe..tahnx mdm linda for finishing our class earlier today..

its was really fun n exited...

at first just rite after class...apin, cma, aiza n i went to photocopy shop to claim our papers.then unplanned we went to warehouse sale..hehehe..unbelievable i bought a pair of shoes..hehehe..

and also a pair of kambing toys for burfday abg syg..hahahahah...i named them momo n bobo...

hehehe..after that oppo invited me to watch Inception...not just both of us but lina , raf, wanis, fiza, zura n liz also came along..hehehehe..not bad..but after a while  got a little dizzy..hehehe..i was fastng actualy...

then we got to hostel by 7o'clock..had prayer n got ready for buke puasa...

...FuLLHouSe...

..so tired...so hectic...so mean...so arrogant...so decent...

hehehe..maybe some of u think that its da rest house called "full house"...

as for me..my life in kuantan for a week was so unthinkable n out of no where i think i like this new life...

well..since this sem everyone is competing one  another to brought new car..not to mention some of them bought new one n some had sold his/her car...erm..that life that full of unthinkable doin...im just stay low...huuhu..as always..

new sem im tryin to do some thing differ than b4..well..just stay cool ..wait .... n seee....

so for da whole last week..i went to many places...hehehe..just around kuantan..its fun bcoz normally i just walkin in small group...

so that time there were about 13 person with us...we went to ECM watched a movie...predator..huh!!!..'sape ntah yg pilih cite tu...i m not sure what scared me but its really raised up my Nerf...it didnt seem like i never watch predator b4 but..huhuhu...maybe watching with da person who dont even like scary movie make me feel like that..'..but b4 that we had our lunch at Papa Grilled & Mama Chopped..hehehe...as usual chicken chop n jumbo cup coke...heheheh..so full...

after that we went to megamall..we played a round of bowling...it was fun but somebody was missing that time..after that...we split in a group of 4 ...apin, aiza, safwan n i...we headed to Zul Satay..hahaha...safwan bedal 20 cucuk satay..apin x habis ..aiza pun same...me ..tahu2 je la..hehehhe...

then da next day we went to safwan's grandparent's fruit orchard...we plucked some langsat n search for da king of da fruit...huhuhu....mr.durian..we only got 5 biji durians ....as for mangosteens..safwan already plucked them for as...'gentlemen jugak...boleh la..hehehehe...jgn marah wan...'

then da next day...apin n i went out again n met safwan at da ecm..this time he was been honored to spent us da tickets of Toy Stories's 3.hahahaha..lawaks...masing2 bukan tgk pun layan je la...apin's bf in da town that nite..epul ...we searched for da budget hotel for him to stay..huhuhu..da next day..im not goin anywhere..just loitering around in da room n read again da novels...hehehehe...at nite apin asked me to join them mkn2 at tanjung lumpur..huhuhu..well what to do im on diet..just take a jumbo cup of watermelon juice n had some ikan bakar n sotong tepung..so full n yummy...thanx apin n epul...

da nest day ...oppo ajak mkn rojak..ikut je la....sedap..for those who want to had some please come to midnite..its only open during day time...da cendol was good too...at 1st it was only oppo n i..then wanis , yeh n ika (yeh's sister) came along....had some chit chat..update some stories...then..went to ecm.i wanted to give edy a jacket..so i ask oppo n fortunately aus was there to..since he is a man..hehehehe..he became our model..hahahaha..thanx to oppo n aus ...da dpt da ..n edy said it fit him well...hehehe..what a releaved...yup..i never bought any clothes to my brothers or sisters..so its so had for me..

that after that oppo n i went to terminal to fetch edy...then we had our dinner at sekilau..hahahaha..edy mkn byk...its ok ..i noe at his place susah nak cari mkn...huhuhu..at least he can go to his hostel n have a good rest...

on da weekend i dont go out much..just went to make x ray opg at klinik s.k.liew...huhuhu...y?...just wait .i'll tel u then...at same day oppo's mom datang..it wasnt my attention not to meet her..but..i had a thing to do..plus.............

thats how my days without internet..huhuuu..so late on ill tell u again..k...

x0x...

..inTer sEm bReaK..

...unFoRgeTtaBle...

lots n lots happen in my life for past 3 months... being jobless in not a waste...

days passed days...doin home routines were as simple as snap da fingers but then still laziness n boring moment occur few times..sometimes "boikot x nak masak" ... when da mood came.. im doin lots of cook... just wanna try new menu..hehehe..build up da skills on cookin..

done laundries included washing, hanging n of course " lipat la ape lagi...hehehehhe..."...

clean up mess here n there....

when i think about what m doin actually i helped mama alot..yup..when she was tired back from school i can see da smile on her face yeah...coz ali n emi sometimes ilah makin da home a little bit messy ... but yet im keepin da home clean n tidy.."chewah..masuk bakul angkat sendiri..."

actually, this holiday , it was full with sorrow moments n sadness...happyness a bt but da most important thng i can be with my family all da time...sorry ijoy..kakak didnt want to make u sad.. i just wanna tell n share my holiday with u n others who read my post...

arwah wan (my grandme) n arwah pak ndak (my uncle) had left us without we realized them...its all from Him. He da one who take back da life that had been borrowed by His creation... 'Dear Allah who had all da gracious n all da merciful..i beg for ur grace n mercy please place my grandma n uncle among da good people n them who u love...may they rest in peace...'

both funeral i had attended..da atmosphere full of gloom n tears...owh how can i tell this...let just me who can feel it...from what had happened ..i can see da relationship between our relatives more tighter...who before had a conflict slowly gettin close to one another..may be not so obvious..but still in progress...alhamdulillah...

eddy da entered UMP...where close to mine..hehehe..may its good for both of us..slightly closer to my parents...from before..

hopefully.. this new sem will ring joy n happiness also success for all of us ...insyaAllah...

...sEtiaP bEnDa yAng BerNyAwA...

hidup ni penuh dgn kitaran hidup yg kita sama sekali x boleh nak jangka ape yg berlaku...

mcm roda...sekajap penanda aras kita di atas..kejap nanti penanda aras kita dibawah..mcm bumi..beputar di paksinye sendiri..bagi manuasia pulak paksi kita adalah kalam Allah yg telah mencatikan segala peristiwa yg telah brlaku sedang berlaku dan bakal berlaku...

kata2 yg selalu kita dgr dari ayat al-Quran..Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu makhluk jikalau makhluk itu sendiri tidk mengubah nasibnya...

begitu juga dgn manusia zaman kini...setiap hari penuh dugaan dan ujian yg diterima..ia nye terpulang pd individu itu sendiri sama ada mahu melawan atau redha sahaja degn ketentuan...

patutkan kita membarkan org memperkotakkatikkan perasaan , maruah dan kredibiliti kita..atau dalam bahsa kasar pijak kepal kita walhal kita thu kita lebih berhak keatas sesuatu yg telah atau mungkin menjadi milik kite..

x salah untuk menjdi seorg yg optimistik berbanding org yg persimist...tepuk dada tanye selera...

ubah adalah keazaman kita sendiri atau target kita untuk berpindah dari satu tahap ke satu tahap...atau berubah kita sendiri bergerak melalui fasa yg berbeza...atau mengubah..kita memerlukan org lain utk meletakkan kita dari satu posisi ke posisi yg lain ..atau perubahan yag sekali gus membawa impak besar pada diri kira sendir yakni merupakan hasil dari pada setaiap usaha dan keupayaan kita sendir untuk meletakkan diri kita di tahap yg bagai mana..

mungkin org bingung dgn ape yg di perkatakan..
tp sedar lah wahai umat manuasia..
kita sekarang di akhir zaman...byk malasah sosial, masalah politik..masalah peribadi..masalah dalaman yg perlu kita hadapi, harus dikawal dgn rapi dan mesti hi tempuh dgn sehabis daya bg memartabatkn diri kita sendiri bangsa, agama dan negara....

semua org boleh cakap dgn gah penh semangat..tp tindakannye x seperti ape yg di canangkn..

buka mata bukalah minda...muhasabah diri..moga dapat jd pendorong do masa hadapan...

..nEw mOnTh..

...fuLl oF hOpE n SunShiNe...

early july lots of thing gonna happen to my family...

3rd july edy will enter his new uni..UMP...close to mine..hehehe..

may be after that we will be going to kl to visit wawa there n also other relatives...
as for me.there are critical moments that i need to be ready n be more serious than b4..

may not any of u think that im stil behave like a little child in front of mama n papa..

opps..sorry..that is me..i m who i m..

then.im goin to enter new sem..1st sem 3rd year biotechno..huhuhu..for me its sound scary..but for my little bro ali..he said.."hahaha!!!  kakak da tua".. u rite..

well till im coming back from sending eddy to ump..

dadaaaa...

...MeMoRi...

...yAnG pErGi...

setiap yg berlaku asti ade sebab dan musababnye...mungkin post kali ni agak personal tp sekadar untuk dikongsi bersama...

tanggal 19 Jun 2010...kami sekeluarga dikhabarkn berita pemergian allahyarham zalal bin kasbullah atau lebih mesra dipanggil pak ndak..

agak berat untuk menulis .... tapi x pe..kenangan yg indah harus dikongsi bersama...

asalnya wawa akan balik ke semenyih hari tu nak bas sebelah mlm...mama agak excited nak perap ayam utk mkn2 n bg wawa bawak belak balik...tapi..segalnya berubah...

khabar nye pak ndak demam...sape th dgn demam biase boleh bawa maut...sayat hati bile dgr dan lihat air muka mak ndak dan abg faisal...nizam ape lg langsung x buka mulut...sedih ...sungguh rasa hati x siapa yg th...

berita mengejut yg diterima buat mama hilang semangat tiba2...pada mulanye mama nak balik sorg..tp papa x bg...disini ain dapat lihat bagaimana fitrah manusia...walau pun byk hal agak berat dan susah utk berkomunikasi dgn papa tp hari tu jelaskan segalanya...papa terus minta cuti dan servis kereta yg mane patut...petang tu jugak kami bertolak..

dalam perjlanan...papa bwk kereta lebih 100km/j...memang biasa tp mlm tu agak luar biasa...mama x henti2 menangis kdg2 termenung..paling tidak tidur...ada jugak layan papa borak utk hilangkn ngantuk...ain kat belakang masih x percaya dgn ape yg berkalu...arwah wan baru je pergi lebih kurang 2 bln lepas ni pak ndak pulak...

sampai je kat area gua musang ain msg k.lang tanye ape perkembangan...k.lang cakap postmortem terpaksa buat esok sbb arwah meninggal dlm perjalnan n x de doktor utk buat autopsi...ain bg th mama...n then papa call pak long utk confirmkn...betullah ...mcm yg k.lang cakap...papa yg pada mulanye bawak kete 100 turun 90...80...then tanye nak berenti mkn dulu x...ali ape lg jawab la perut adik da bunyi....mase tu dpt tgk muka suram mama senyum...bekal yg dibawa x habis...masing2 mkn sekadar alas perut je..

ape2 pun perjalanan diteruskan..

sampai je area puchong around 3 pagi...masing2 jarang pg umh pak ndak...pusing2 la...cari tangki air...pusing2 sampai ulang tpt sama 2 3 kali..last sekali call acik...

sampai2 tgk muka abang faisal ...mase die salam ngan mama n papa die nangis..sedih tgk..pastu mama cari mak ndak ..kate kila mak ndak baru tido...then terjaga...mama tanye ape jd...mak ndak pun cite...

arwah mengadu bdn x sedap lepas balik keje...selalunye arwah tido kat atas tp mlm tu die tido bwh sebelah abg faisal...esokkan pagi keadaannye makin nampak x chat...jd m.ndak n abg faisal pun anta ke hospital..dari dlm kete lg mak ndak ckp da rasa lain..tangan arwah terkulai layu kalo x pegang...

tapi tuhan lebih menyayangi beliau...sebaik saja sampai arwah disahkan meninggal...abg faisal call pak long n pakngah...bg th hal tu...ain yg dgr mcm dlm mimpi...

arwah sgt manje bak kate mama...manja ngan arwah wan manje ngan mama...pak long plak ckap die la satu2 nye adik yg selalu call die tanye khabar...setiap minggu...pasti ade satu call...ucu ade bg th arwah ade dtg kedai die ..2 3 kali..dtg saje2...mcm menjenguk..lepas tu balik...ucu nora ade cakap selalu kalo arwah dtg die akan tanye kat ira anak ucu dgn panggilan 'ucuk andak mane'...tp kunjungan die x mcm selalu...

esokkn harinye..mama, papa, acik, abg.khairul, abg.faisal n mak ndak pg hospital utk postmortem n police report...kami yg kat umh kemas umh...sediakan bunga rampai n daun pandan utk alas arwah nant...kak ita yg ajar memandangkan mase arwah wan dulu die belajar dari org2 kampung...

kalo diikutkn mak ndak nak arwah balik umh dulu buat kali yg terakhir..tp atas permintaan khairiah tepatan seeloknye dibawak terus ke surau nak2 lagi arwah da ade semalaman di hospital...mama sempat tgk arwah dgn lebih dekat sebelum autopsi lg..sama jugak dgn yg lain2...

kami yg dirumah bergerak pergi ke surau...sambil menunggu ade yg bc yasin..tp ape yg paling buat ain rasa kagum..ramai sgt org yg datang..walaupun surau tu sederhana besarnye...org2 yg dtg kebykkannye kawan2 arwah dr tpt keje baru n lama..seblm disembahyangkn..kami semua di benarkan utk melihat wajah arwah buat kali terakhir... paling sayu sekali bile tgk mak ndak, nizam, nazreen, ika n last sekali abg faisal...mama x berenti2 air mata mengalir...ain x dpt nak cium..same mcm arwah wan dulu rase mcm semlm baru bergurau ngn pak ndak..maklumlah arwah suke menyakat org, mesra n ramah mulut...

selesai sembahyg ..kami ikut kereta jenazah ke tanak perkuburan...kat situ abg.faisal, nizam, abg.khairul n seorg wakil masjid da siap sedia didlm kubur...saat jenazah dimasukkan..ika menangis kuat mungkin x de sapa yg dgr tp ain ade kat sblh die...budak kecik baru darjah 3 ...hanye tuhan yg th ape yg die rase dan fikirkan...

setelah semua urusan selesai..talkin dibace..org ramai yg hadir dari surau dan ade lg sebahagian yg dtg x nak lepaskan peluang utk bg pengormatan terakhir utk arwah...alhamdullillah..segalanye telah sempurna...rata2 sahabat andai semua bagaikan x percaya arwah sudah tiada...

post ni ain mana kan sebagai memori sebb arwah suka n minat sheila majid...sagt2 minat..jd ni salah satu tajuk lagu dari sheila majid...kenagan terakhir buat arwah pak ndak...

kami akan sentiasa merindui mase2 bersama pak ndak.semoga pak ndak baik2 saja disana...

setiap yg hidup akan kembali kepada penciptaNYA...

bagi sesiapa yg membaca post ni diharapkan dapat menyedekahkan al-fatihah dan sedikit doa ..semoga roh pak ndak kami dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman serta renteramlah roh belau disana...AL-FATIHAH...

p/s: ijoy kakak minta maaf x dpt amek gambar arwah...k.ita cakap x elok...tp kakak ade gambar arwah mase kenduri arwah wan dulu nant kakak masukkn k...

..jUnE..

...EdDy..MaMa..eMi..

june is a special month for our family...edy had his birthday on 2nd june ..n mama on da 6th..hehehe..while emi up comin on 18th...

edy..kakak noe u had something inside u that u never revealed n something inside u that u just keep it inside u..just hold ur temper..n smile always..u noe when u were baby..u had da sweetest smile that i ever seen ... i love u...

mama..kakak love u so much...although sometimes i showed u my bad attitude....still u hold me till now..i noe u had lost wan ...but its not da endof ur responsibility as a child...pray for her n always remember her..insyaAllah she will be fined there...

emi...hehhehe..ur burfday is not yet..but still...i had trouble u read u mind n action..some times im lost with ur attitude..i noe we are not spendin time together alot..but dont hesitate to tell me anything..im all yours...not only for u but others also..i noe its hard to get something that u want..but i will try my best to provide u anything u need...kakak love u too...

this is y i think June is special..

...ReaL liFe sO haRd tO ObTaiN...

..bEtwEEn frEEdom n curfEw...

its hard to believe that a girl like me is tryin so hard to get out from house..its true although im actin innocent all da time at home...it just a matter of internal conflict from certain people...its hard to lost someone who had loved him / her so much..

as for me..its ok if da advice came directly or soft talk...but when it comes to something that i never do it..n it became so hard to be accepted...

i noe also ..im still under 'observation'.. huhu..

how do u feel....when u went out with ur old friends n then u got calls n sms..non stop from ur p****** n Bf...

it just like im a small kid who didnt noe how to survive in this world..

i noe lots of crimes happened towards children n women..

but still..if u noe how to avoid it then it should be ok...

im not tryin to be proud of myself that had trained taekwando for few years but still...i noe how to take good care of myself..

i just need some freedom n chance to proof that i can take care of myself...

...mY fAv...OST : nOktaH eRnA....

...aDinDa - LaH aHmaD...

Malam pertama sangat sempurna
Duhai adinda sungguh jelita
Selama ini hanya kau yang ku tunggu

Bukannya rahsia di antara kita
Semakin membara jiwa gelora
Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku 

Tak mudah ku melupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang ku perlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Apa saja yang kau mahu

[korus]
Semua untukmu oh adindaku
Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu
Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu
Oh adindaku oh adindaku
Semua kerana, kerna kamu

Engkaulah permata hatiku
Suluh menyinar hidupku
Yang selalu menerangi hari gelapku

Nantikan dinda yang satu
Tak akan pernah ku jemu
Semakin hari semakin ku rindu

Tak mudah ku melupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang ku perlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Kamu selalu di hatiku
Semua yang kau mahu

[ulang korus]

Walau berjauhan
Suaramu mengakhiri penantian
Tabah mengharungi cinta
Semua dugaan Maha Esa

[ulang korus]

...PoLicE...

...HoLdiNg GuNs, RifLes n PisToL...

hehehe..i was accompanying papa to Lapang Sasar.for shooting competition n training..its quite fun actually..but not for papa..i could see how tired he was there... standing from morning until noon...

as for me..fw types of fire gun really made me truly excited...hehehe...that reminded me when i was in college my 1st time holding rifles during training...its quite heavy but its took times..hehehe...

really tiring..since here is "panas melampau"...yup im not jokin..really..its hot..sometimes it was almost 40 degree C u noe..really hot..until when u enter shopping mall u can feel da warmth... too hot..i make me thinkin how it will be in NERAKA...Allahu Akbar...

it really taught me how to handle gun.. its a good n really good experience..thanx papa..

...keLab pencinTa fiLem..

last weekend my sister ilah had attended a program organized by FINAS under kelab pencinta filem at UMT. 

they were taught how to be a good actor n actress.. these program for me is really good.. instead of to learn how 

to be a good artist it also make participants more love filem tempatan..

why was that.. well..ilah seem to like local drama n filem instead of her fav korean n japan series..she said .."kakak next time kurangkn cite korea or jepun..tgk je cite melayu best gak"...hehehe..so i replied"orite"..with a big smile...

so my point here..is it will long last or it just for a while..huhuhu

..oLd fRienD..

 m pretty sure that every one have their memories while back in primary school or in secondary school..

heheh..

so do i..

well this post actually for my mama.."org lama" they were having friend like to da end of da day,,that one i should be agreed..why?.. bcoz mama had 2 friends which their friendship was so unbelieveable..

ok..it was beginning while in their teenage years..which like u know pen-pal..so mama, aunty shidah n aunty sajidah start writing to mama..of course  aunty shidah is from perak n aunty sajidah is from negeri sembilan..

their friendship was like long distance relationship...they only contact to one another true letters...then..phones...n some times aunty shidah n aunty sajidah came to our house... 

so on last 1st may..aunty sajidah had came to kelantan n had invited my family to accompany them to wedding receptionist...she got son in law..which mean that their friendship will became closer..

nway congrates to kak intan n hubby ..semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu...

as for me..

i always dreaming in having this kind of relationship..although they are far apart they still can be friend for one another..

da bond bettween them seems like they are sisters...i really miss survivors...

fRieNdsHip ~~

friendship is da inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weight thoughts nor measure words...its like horizon which expands when we approach it...but..some friends play at friendship..but some friend stick closer than ones' nearest kin...da true friendship is like sound health..da value of it is seldom known until it is lost....in da end ...plant a seed of friendship n reap a bouquet of happiness...

...mY fAv...OST : aDaMaYa....

...DakMie - Yg TeriNDaH...

semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

tiada lagi keresahan

kau mengetuk pintu hatiku

tanpa sedar hingga kuizinkan

kau yang bernama cinta

kau yang memberi rasa

kau yang ilhamkan bahagia

hingga ku terasa indah

maaf jikaku tak sempurna

tika bahagia mula menjelma

bila keyakinan datang merasa

kasih disalut dgn kejujuran

mencintai dirimu

merindui dirimu

memiliki dirimu

hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

kau yang bernama cinta

..DayS aT hOmE...

errmmm..being home not really bad..may be for some peeps they think that i just lepak at home n besarkan bdn..although da maintenance is abit lost but still da level not increase or decrease...hehehe.. 

so these are some my activities at home for da past few days:

* do house laundary
* do da cooks if not malas
* attend papa's occassion at his place
* took wawa from da railway station when she got here.huhuhu too bad wawa found out about eddies' driving lisence
* went to lata belatan..adik ali had a camping there

hehehe..

..cOunTdOwN..

...tRip tO pOs LepiH..

da day has come...my 1srt trip join venture with uia gombok..huhuhu..

im keep wondering what m i doin there...is it for good or just some kind of torture..huuuhu..

since we just go there tomorrow..just a short notices n no briefing..quite disappointing actually...but what to do..just have faith for tomorrow..

hehehhe..papa sorry for making u worried n mama also..my stomachache is better now...so naxt time i'll keep in mind to drinks orange juice alittle...

...my mama...

..Zalinah Bt Kasbullah..

since mothers' day is coming..its not too late for me to da person i really admire da most...

my mama..

since i was a little kid...i love to hold her hands..especially before i slept..hehehe..that time i slept with her n wawa...its like a habits ..she always smiles when i play with her finger..i dont noe why..

may be its make me feel save.. at that time papa worked as Polis Hutan , so he always went to the nation border to protect nation from enemy..

when i in primary school, ..i cant imagine how she can coop with all of us since my gap between wawa, ijoy n i wast big.as if one a year..hehehe..she never miss our breakfast...she went to school as a teacher by motorcycle since that time we dont have car...if im not miss taken, that time also shes in pregnancy of ilah..heheh..we brother n sister we went to school by track which had been provided by our camp authority...

when i was in standard 4..papa had to transfer to machang.. so its really hard for mama...since she cannot transfer as fast as papa..she had to wait for vacancy at da nearby school...she had to travel from machng to pengkalan chepa...for almost 2 months.. but she manage to handle it...of course papa some times send her to school..as for us,..da school only near da residence area so we just had to walk for 10 minutes...

then, i got offer to enter TKC...that time for da 1st time i saw mama cry..its really touch..coz i never see her cry with happiness...not to mention papa too..hehehe..when i was there mama always gave me support, n encourage me to do what i wanna do...some times when i had any occasion that need parents to attend...mama not hesitate to apply a leave just for me...as years increase not only me that mama had to look after but may brothers n sisters...who wawa was in mrsm jeli, ijoy in mrsm gerik...then edy n ilah in primary school...emy still a little...

then ..when i got into uia..her spirit make me inspire...her afford had taught me to be indepandent...n more rational in doin my decision...

that is my mother..da one i love da most in da world... 

...LeaDer's wOrLd...

...TraiNinG for TraiNers on cLuB ManaGemenT...

..Felda Residence Tekam, Jerantut...

for da 1st time ever i feel like my spirit of leader come again...

i miss da all days when i hold a post to the society in college...

this training program actually teach me how to be a good leader n how to handle a club n also how to make a good proposal for organizing event for da club..

im really greateful to da person who actually ask me to go there..

this training program really makes clear view on da format for proposal..

p/s: next time i will give da format for proposal writing..

...nEwLy wEds...

...cOnGrTtuLaTiOn mR. & mRs. SoFi...

...nEw aDvenTuRe...

...IPTA prOgRam tO Kg,Post Lebir, Gua Musang -COMRADE-...

its a one week program...huhuhu..so tiring but absolutely nothing that u can imagine...this program really test my patient n make me realized that there were a lot of things that i should thankful..honestly u cannot get these experience anywhere...

k let see...

at da 10th April i depart from home n arrived kuantan at the evening...stay for a nite...n then ...da next day, 11th April Ain, Aina, Imah n i went to IIUM Gombak to gather with the other delegates...sinve we arrived early we went to Giant Batu Cave just 'lepak' around n window shopping..hehehe..then arrrggghhh...boring...im really hate waiting...when we back to gambak campus, da person that should usher ur said we will be met at nite..then what to do just waiting n waiting n waiting..then we met Sha n K.Isma the members of COMRADE...we were given simple explanation n then we depart at about 12.30 am...all da way we slept in da bus ..but as usual i cant sleep at all...the feeling of excited, scar really mixing around..n sometime i fell like i had butterfly in my stomach...

da morning, we had a stop at RNR Gua Musang..not a strange place for me actually..had some breakfast n continue our journey....da bus eat langsat..heheheh..so we not arrived at that place like in planned...

since da kampung that we wanna go like 10km from da main road...i had to take truck n it take an hour to arrive at that kg...

our 1st day there wasnt a pleasant for the villagers..they dont like outsiders came to their kg...so we had to be very patient n really understand their sensitivity...so our 1st day was just an adaptation to da environment...there some story that i wanna share..have u heard about makan dalam talam....well in our prophet time they used to eat together in talam...so we practically have that kind of ceremony..hehehe..

then we had a adopted family...we were divided in to a group of 3 or 4 to go to 2 or 3 houses as our adopted family..yeah like i said b4 they not really welcoming us...some of them hide in da toilet...some of them close all da windows n doors..n da worst part was when some through some their belongin to us..

as days passed..we can see da changing...we invited villagers to eat with us lunch n dinner..da committee in charge cooked by their own..n their food was superb...although it only sardin based but its totally rock...

we had sports day,... surprisingly they were really njoyin our event...at nite we had video show...

we also include fardhu ain class for the children n also the elders...we perform solat berjemaah at the field...

at the 1st taaruf...we also had been divided in to few bureau for our days there..imah n i in da same bureau which is module where by we had to go to school n teach the adik2 about islam n helps with their studies...

some of them really clever who they can learn fast like normal kids but some of them not so..

so those were some activities that we make for them.. as for da committees we had morning prayer to gether n recite al-makthurah n on friday nite we had qiam...

on da last day we had closing ceremony n prize giving also ration for all adopted family...

i her by would like to thank to all COMRADE members who invited us to join together n giving us this wonderful experience...

...niTe iN rOom...

..hOLiDayS beGuN...

hehehe..huhuhu..hahaha..

hehehe..i dont noe what m i doin in da campus rite now just loiterrin around...well...as for today nothing much to do ..woke up in da morning..had lunch...n went out with apin, saleha, hasna n zue..hehehe..i never been to Deli's France...im only ate french food while in college..well da food not bad...we ate until our stomach fulled..hehehe...then we went to plase where i call 'lack market'...we went there n search for some necessity ..i bought a travellin bag for Gua Musang trip..hopefully it will help me out there...

huhuu...my mom called n ask me to go home..what to do  feel just like that...so tomorrow nite im goin back home n back to kuantan again b4 da trip...it such a waste actually..but i miss papa n mama...huhuhu

hahaha..its really fun when u hang out with people that u never imagine with..its too outrages when it happen to me..but its kind of fun...since apin dont have da mood to go out...so i just by my own...

well tonite outing wasnt that pleasent but its fun...just have some great leisure for sure...

xox..

...mOrninG oF Da eXam...

...rumble school...facebook...yahoo mess...blog...

hehehe...today rkud exam will be held at medic exam hall...huhuhu..not much preparation...y was that..see..all those things fb, ym even this post shouldnt be here in time like this..

what to do...since last nite i hadnt have lunch so..this morning wen ate breakfast it feel different..hehehe..

well still though...rkud in my head...other friends who will goin back tonite already packed their belongin...it just me..rumbled here like rumble gurl..hehehe..not so cliche...hehehe..

all da requirement fro Gua Musang trip will be occupied tomorrow....after mama bank in da money..i dont noe y..lately im spendin too much money for unnecessary things...huhuhu..i dont really noe...may PMS..hehehe..

this afternoon paper is might be unexpected... well since dr. ibrahim type of question really unpredicted..so have to read n memorized his note n almost all the handout...

all da best to all my friends n i hehehe..(cet poyo lebih...)

xox..

...eXam mOOd...

..BeLieVe iT oR nOt..

...during exam lot of mood n expression occur upon our face..sometimes da reaction is too weird...it was like looking at da drwaing that u make ...

..some with smile..some with sour faces...hehehehe..really if u dont realised it make sure u put a mirror  on ur desk n glance at it for certain time..hehehehe..u will smile spontaneously...

...BioTech, LawS & EtHics...

hehehe..since this subject is da most scariest one so here it goes...


Lecture 2 - mRNA processing n translation...ok lets start with mRNA processing..initial mRNA from a gene is called primary transcript or pre-mRNA. it is immature n not fully functional..pre-mRNA will under go series of modification which called mRNA processing before they when to translation process..modification includes ;
1- RNA splicing - cutting da introns n splicing the mRNA in several location to produce numeral coding sequence.
 2- 5' cap - guanine base containing a methyl group is added . the structure formed plays important role in ribosome recognition of da 5' end of da mRNA molecule during translation.
3- polyadenylation - a string of adenine nucleotide around 100 - 300 nucleotides in length is added to the 3' end of da mRNA creating a poly A tail. the tail protects mRNA from degradation in da cytoplasm, increasing da stability n availibility for translation.
by following those methods, a mature mRNA leaves da nucleus n enter cytoplasm for translation process.

translation - this process involves three major components, messenger RNA (mRNA), ribosomal RNA (rRNA) n transfer RNA (tRNA). in translation process there are also three stages involve which is initiation, elongation n termination.

Initiation - small ribosomal subunits binds to 5' end of mRNA molecule by recognizing da 5'cap of mRNA.. initiation factors guides da small subunits to da mRNA..small subunits will moves along until it encounters da start codon, AUG.. da start codon will paused, small subunits wait for da correct tRNA a.k.a initiator tRNA to came along..tRNA has 

..cRaCy tHiNg..

...unBeaRabLe...

hehehe..something goin wrong with me today..donno..may be i always takes thing really simple..no pressure..no worries..but somw times i feel that was kind of weird..u noe..seeing my frens really struggling for da exam n i still have time for my self ..n not for those notes...

well im happy coz i had what i want today..a perfume n a novel..hehehe..mama n papa..thanx for da money..sorry i use it for buying those thing..but i really cannot help it...

...cherished..silky girl...