...tEnAnG...

...aLhAmdUliLlaH...

beginilah hidup penuh cubaan dan dugaan..mcm2 yg perlu kite tempuhi..dalam sedar atau tidak dugaan itulah yg mengajar kita cara penghipan yg sebenar..pedulikan ape org kata..asalkan kita tak tersasar dari landasan..

hidup ni x boleh bergantung sgt pada org..terlalu berdikari pun susah jugak..byk yg iri hati..x kurang ny dengan orang yg penuh dendam...a.k.a dendam kesumat...ceh...

ape2 pun yg berlaku..halagan di dpn perlu ditempuhi..suka atau pun x..nak atau pun x nak..

ape boleh buat itu ujian dariNYA...
kite ni kecik sgt...
jgn bangga iri dgn ape yg kite ade..
terima teguran org...
sebab..
kdg2 kite x th ape yg ade dalam hati org..
kite bulan ahli nujum atau psykik...
boleh bace setiap pikiran manusia...

kite ni kecik je..

setiap dugaan yg datang mematangkan fikiran kite...
bile kite rase kite dah berjaya mengharungi cabaran itu...
ketenangan itu muncul...

dan..

lepas tu...
x de lagi yg menyerabutkan otak...
memeningkan kepala..
biarlah mereka dgn hidup mereka..

terima kasih TUHAN...
atas ketenangan yg telah diberikan ...
syukur...

...BuRuNg...

...bEbAs...

susah hidup ni...
bile kite terlalu pkkan masalah...
kdg2 org boleh jd gile...
dan x betul...
betul ke???

pagi td lambat...
tertinggal bas..
kene jalan kaki...
seronok pagi2..
x panas lagi..

tibe2 terbng 2 ekor burung..
seronok je..
main kejar2...berdua...
ermm..
bile la aku nak bebas...

bebas...
dari masalah yg bukna datang dari diri aku sendiri...
bebas..
dari masalah yg org lain buat...
bebas..
dari segala perkara yg mengusutkan otak dan fikiran...
bebas...
dari org yg busuk hati dan penuh dengki...
bebas...
tanpa dikongkong...
bebas...
mcm burung yg aku tgk pagi tadi...

aku ingin bebas...
berilah ruang untuk aku sendiri bernafas...

...hOmE swEEt hOme...

..relax..

best balik umh...
jauh dari tekanan perasaan yg melampau..
mungkin org lihat kite biase je..
tp sebenarnya byk masalah yg kite tanggung...
walau ape pun hidup mesti diteruskan..
x kesah sekuat mane cabaran tu..
asal kite tahu tahap mane kemampuan kite...

tp mama n papa...
i luv both of u so much..
kejap je cutikan..
miss u guys so much...

...diriku...

...aku...

kadang2 kte x th ape yg ade dapat hati...
kadang2 kite x th ape yg diri kita sendiri nak..
kadang2 kite boleh tipu org lain tapi diri sendiri kite x boleh nak tipu...
kadang2 kite x kenal siape diri kite yang sebenarny...

selain itu...

patut ke kite layan diri kite tanpe perasaan...
patut ke kite biar je ape org buat kat kite...
patut ke kite jadi mcm ape yg org nak n aspect kite boleh jd mcm tue...
patut ke sume ni berlaku...

paling memedihkan...

siape aku sebenarnye...
siape die nak aku jd mcm yg die nak...
siape aku di mata dia...
siape die nak buat aku mcm ni...

x layak ke aku berada di samping org yg aku sayang...

...hIdUp...mCm..mCm...

...betul atau x ...
...hanye die sj yang tahu...

...LaSt nItE...

...LaDiEs NitE...

well..well..well..
ladies' nite again...
hehehe...
last nite very happenings...
since we had been not going out...for pass few weeks for our cuci mata trips..
huhuhu...hehehehe..hahaha...
oppo..putq...she's back..farra.."new" member..n..of course me...
we spent almost half of our day...
gossiping n gurls talk u noe..
hehe..mostly about our love once...
sounds funny but....
gurlz...

everything is complicated..

heheeheee.
you guys rock...

here our trip last nite...

starting from uia...
we went to Teluk Sisik...oppo as as usual kueh teow tomyam + barly ice...putq kueh teow hong kong...farra n.grg.patayya + ice lemon tea with lychee ...n i n.grg.patayya + milo ice...
plus 1 set for monthly offer lamb chop...

then...

our next stop is tc...
hehe..
too bad x dapt amek gambar ..bcoz too dark..
tc smlm lain mcm je..
bley plak ade anak ikan...bapak ketam...nasib baik udang x de..
...

...nice view pantai sepat...

...ermmm...so tranquil...ahhhh...

...BM cLaSS...

...kApAl tErbAnG...

this is my group's new invent

other r just having fun...

. alifah's group...huhu..the plane is turn up side down...haha...

same go to awa's hehehe...well awa... not bad...hehehe....

this is aina's group..hehehe best....
normally people blow at back so that the "plane" will fly high..but aina blew it at the tip..
hehehe...hahaha..huhuhu... n aimi act like shy2 cat hehehe...

fiza n liz group not bad too...the plane had too many "lipat2" hehehe..luckily da plane fly high...

apin n i in da class...

actually in class we learnt how to plan 1st b4 start doing our work...either work oneself or with a team work..planning is important...
this is farra n nani group...their plane not bad also...for da first trial...not so good but 2nd on they bit da rest...good job gurlz..

this group good..in term of invention..the shape of da plane nice..hehehe

...cAn u bElieVe iN tHis...

...its too hard to interpret...

errrmmm...different people with different thought...u have ur idea n i have mine...not everybody may noe what in once mind...either its good for future or vice verse...who noes...well...let me tell u a story...this story is for our sharing moment...u readers can appraised anything...

do u really noe the person next to u...who may be sit next to u in every classes...who e there for u when u need someone to conford u...who listen to ur problems...who give u advices when u feel empty...who actually stept u from ur back...
do u...

so...this story is about 2 pairs of shoes...

thier names are; crocs n nose...hehehe...
well...both of them are made from da same factory...the only different between them are their attitude, color, n shape...crocs has its own stall as well as nose...they always hope that they can met again one another...luckyly..they are...

crocs n nose at first were placed at the same level on top of the shoe rack...unfortunately...their owner love nose very much...so crocs feel sad...of course when u lost ur best fren u fel sad rite...but nose never forgot its best friend...it always took good care of crocs...

nose actually had new friend since its been plced in different level with crocs...nose's friend is ipanema...ipanema always agreed and support nose...then one day, their owner bought a new shoe wordrop...so nose n ipanema were placed in that brand new brownish cupboard...so crocs felt alone...

then...bad things happend upon nose...so nose found crocs to settle its problem...a friend in need is a friend in deed...so nose had been palced in the old cupboard together with crocs...

days pass by...the trend of wearing shoes was changing...crocs became popular...

u noe what happend rite...but...crocs being selfish with nose...crocs now had been placed with cute n lovely little shoes of owners' daughter...so crocs become proud...what to do...

pity nose...

so in the end...

p/s:y dont u guys think of it...

...hArI yG MemEnaTkAn...

halllooo...rInDunYeeee...

Hari ni actually br balik from kl...well kl is always da same kl...hehehe...jmp kawan2 lame n buah hati yg paling dirindui...kuikuikui...

Hari ni pun hari yg paling byk air mata kuar...hahaha...mcm paip bocor...ntah la nape...bile rase sdih je mesti meleleh...i love my family...mama...papa...wawa...ijoy...eddie...ilah...emi...n...ali...
p/s: ramaikan...keskeskes....

Hari ni i noe the most penyangak n da most coward person in da world...owh nak kantoikan aku tp diri sendiri x sedar...sape terasa bagus...kalo x terasa lg...u r welcom to kuantan...meet me face to face...errrrmmm...marah nih...

hari nih jugak im really2 dissappointed...my fleshblood sndiri berbohong...sungguh x disangka...degil yg amat...

From da day i met him...he is da most understanding person...really2 adorable...sempat jumpe sekajap je...huhuhu...syedih syangat...

but im happy ...for da past few days i noe who is my true accompany...my soul mate...n...my love...

im happyy....+.....a bit tired...

...x sAbAr !!!!...

...TC nYtE...

Oppo, Putq n Quen@ain...

eheem...well...i just came back from Teluk Cempedak@TC...hangout a bit...release tense...emm...2morrow most of my frenz are going home for weekend since this Monday is our Maulidur Rasul day...but...wait...now is about 12.45 midnight so this morning not tomorrow..hehehe...

yesterday for thse who eagerly wanna go back they had left UIA right after Biochem class finished...since oppo is not "in good health" she didnt attend da class...pity her...thanx to her future hubby aziz 4 taking her to da clinic...hehehe...
p/s:Po jgn marah..

being alone is not hard for me...bcoz im always felt alone...huhu...how bad my life is...but its ok...like few hours more to go...hehehe...only me noe..

back to da topic...as we arrived at tc...we went to da stall to grab some JAJAN...for 'kunyah2'...then we found a spot to sit down...actually we wanna have a 'ladies' talk'...believe it or not...there was a ''mamat'' all of sudden sit beside us...what da 'heq'...hahaha...i thought he was putq fren ...may be...but putq didnt even noe...

what do u think?
r u suprise?
r u believe this thing is going to happend to u?
hhahahaha...
believe me...
im also totally shock!!!
but control cooll...yeah babeh...

time past by...
the tranquality of da wind from ocean...
the sound of freedom...
the relationship between ocean n beach...
no one noe...only HE knows...
everythings..

in da way back i drove da car...it late...12.05 ...i was panicked..so i drove like crazy...not so crazy...well...as we got back...da gate is closed...oh god...what to do...another drama played on...

tq bro.shah 4 renting us ur car...hehehe...nxt tyme nak lagi...it will always be...until one of us get a car...hahaha...at oppo rum...both...oppo n putq including una...oppo's rumate...addicted to the korean female group...

i want...nobody...nobody...nobady...but u...
i want...nobody...nobody...nobady...but u...
i want...nobody...nobody...nobady...but u...
[the wonder gurl]

u go guys...
if u remember da steps i'll record them 4 u...hahaha....until now..i think they still dancing...putq was too jelous to a group of kids...they can immitate the real dance style of the winder gurl...that's y this 2 ladies keep practising...

njoy gurls....

but i...an ordinary gurl...keep them accompany...as always...

...hAppenings dAy...

...feElIng aSleEp...pOrRidGe...kEk bAtiK...

why do we feel so lazy to wake up early in da morning...

nway...life must go on...molecular cell biology (sis.Nana) n ungs(dr.Ibrahim)...huhu...i cant bear to open my eyes durng both lectures...who knows what actually happen to me..well...i guess it just my problem...

why do we have to learn thing repeatedly...

most of the topics that we learnt in mCb as same as in biochem...only a few that differentiate both subject...while ungs...the general characteristics of the islamic civilization seem really hard to me...although thers a lot of facts which contribute to the characteristics; divinity/religious, intergrated, comprehensive, balanced, global/international n tolerance...honestly both classes were really 'owesome'...haha...

why do we hungry...why do we have to eat...

well...since oppo n putq didnt attend classes so they cooked porridge...as soon as i in their rum...we ate n watched the curious case of Benjamin Button...no..no..no...i cant believed it...the movie only started like an hour but my eyes starting to close again...what to do...i backed to my rum n sleep...

why all of suddent you feel like a bit lost...which mean dont know what to do n had a headach...

i cannot sleep by the way...so i went to oppo's rum n asked them to make 'kekbatik' together...hehehe...as soon as the milo n creamer mixed together...it tasted like a creamy hot choc...emmm...yummy...putq said"karang x jd kek batik buat cicah roti sudah, heehee"...after they all mixed together n we put in the marrie cookies...it almost done yet we had to leave as the dough will cold a bit...penantian satu penyiksaan...hahaha...so i continued sleeping again until maghrib...terukny anak dara nie...hahaha...as i woke up, took a bath n done praying...its my time to eat the kek batik...oppo left note on my desk...she said"ain aku dah kejut ko berjuta2 kali tp ko x bgn jugak.ktrg makan dulu."hehe...sorry guys...it was my bad...

...eating for living, living for eating...
....au revoir....

...kAwAn bAik...

...O...PP...Q....

...O...PP...Q....
each of us know what happend to one another...
each of us realise that relationship lies last long...
each of us understand what do ourselves want so much...
each of us hold our secrets...together...

...O...PP...Q....
nobody understand what inside our heart...
nobody can predict what do we think...
nobody believes what inside us...
nobody aspect that we are what we are...

...O...PP...Q...
people tend to feel sorry if they heard us cry...but...what they do...
people may land their shoulders...but...for how long...
people would think that we are not valuable...
people act like scum...only we noe ourselves...

...O...PP...Q...
everybody want us to separate...
everybody hate our covalent bond...
everybody love 2 c we broken heart...
everybody is everybody...us are us...

...O...PP...Q....

...CePat BaeK oPpO...

...CianNYe dIe...

..oppo...
...jgn garu2 lg....eehhee...
...kegatalan ko tercerlah...
....keskeskes....

..yg ptg cpt baek..
..ok..tc...

...jap lg ade quiz biochem...
...penatnye...
...Cikgu Fuziah...sorry ea...

p/s: sorry aku x th nk tulis mende...heheeh...

...CuPcAkeS...

...hOmeMadE tReaTs, Lip-SmaCkiNg eXpErieNce...
...OnCe eAtEn, sUreLy sMitTeN...




...birthday...





...special occasion...




...friendship day...



...valentines...




...wedding...


*only available in kuantan....sorry...

...Malas Day...

....hUhUhU....malAsnYeeeee.....

aku th esk patutnye ade mid sem TQ tp dah cancel..HHooooReEyyYY!!!!!

aku th esk kene anta resit cupcakes...dah print da..=>

aku th esk ade clss calculus...last week x pe lagsung coz exam...nk salin notes from org yg pg tp x th sape...due 2 ramai yg skip class...dr.Torla x amek attendence...besalah pun ade....

aku th esk kene g umh k.yin or office die 4 bg duit cupcakes...nak booked kete lg...nk g claim duit lg...penatnye..2 la hidup aku skarg...

aku th esk nak pg beli brg dapur..2 pun kalo dpt claim duit...

aku th esk ari isnin...asalla ari isnin buat aku rasa mcm byk bende kene bwt...

aku th knp...tp aku mals..mls nak pk...gune otak ngan main netball...gune otk lg penat....

hanye aku...diri aku...dan aku sendiri yg th betap malasnye aku....