...wHen sEnsiTiviTy eXpLODED..

salam..
this post MIGHT be HARSH!!

after all year being together..this is how u pay me..
after all worries n troubles u made..
after all hardship for me to adapt to u..
after all things that i have done to u...

after all...

after all...

im no one to u...

love....

...deMaM...

salam..

its been 3 days now..argggehhh.. cepat la baik...

cepat penat... cepat terasa.. cepat marah...

symptoms when fever attack...

huhuhuhuhu...

days like this, i wish for mama to be next to me...
mama.. i miss u so much....
or him...

love, xoxo.

... woNdeRiNg ...

salam dear,

so today i had finished 1st batch of my research...well the research basically about potential plant that give quick respond toward abnormalities surrounding it.. so far i had treat 21 types of plants from different species... ermm.. only few give +ve respond... huhuhuhu

so what came out in my mind on my way back from the lab was that...how did u value ur friend? did u tell him/her ur feeling towards them as a friend? treat them like ur own siblings to show appreciation? fetch them as near as u can so that u wont give hardness/difficulty to them? text them non stop? treat them breakfast or lunch or dinner or supper? talk to them when u feel sorrow? or 'back mouth' them?

since u r close to that 'friend'... should u treat them like that? ...

memang muka tembok la kn..sigh~~

people... just treat ur friend like u r like to be treated... just think positively although u noe them not like others... be fair for yourself...

p/s: this post only for my crammed mind... >_<

love, xoxo

...FyDah & FarHanT soLemnizaTioN..

salam...
since 2001 until 2005 i've known her.. we were in the same dorm Ixora in the 1st year in college together with fatinsham... for 1year and another year in kesidang... so funny n 'eyot' when memorizing all those memories back... hehehe.. i bet all my friend still remember...

but then we already aging and some of us had been changing from thin 'mcm lidi' to big 'gemuk@berisi'..some still maintain although have been married.. so good rite... congratez guys!!!! cant wait for mine..hehehehe

i wanna share to u my friend's solemnization that i hardly attended last month..hehehe.. never been on my other friend wedding days before.. it was so good to meet old friend...

nway Congratulation fydah n farhant!!!!... wish u all happiness and make sure dont lost contact... FB ada maaa... hehehe

here some pics...

..aBg eDDy & kAk aIDa wEdDing Day..

salam..
this post is suppose to be display long time ago..huhuhuhu..but still the memories still here...
it was unforgettable moment where for the first time i went to apin's house in ayer hitam.. i got excited as she asked me to accompanied her to join 'rewang' for epul's bro, abg eddy's solemnization.. so we went there .. we as in apin, dija, liz n i...hehehe..

of course we still went other places like parit raja since all of us wanna buy kerepek...hehehe...at first afzan was with us but she went to UTHM to met her friends there... it was my first time tooo.. being at the UTHM seemed like being in industrial area where there were few factories and road full of 'lopak'.. but then its good too see other university and experience our own culture since i've never been on 'rewang' for my cousins' wedding days...

thanx apin for bringing me here..wish to go there again..

love,
xoxo

..uPdaTes..

salam darls,
sooo soorryyy for da loonnggg silence...
hehehe.. life was so hectic for pass few months..
so now is the rite time to reactivate my self to write on..hehehe
so i just came back from ayer hitam... apin's home town...
for those who never been there make sure take a trip there..
ok?. especially to newly weds..bcoz there are alot of stall which good to survey or shopping for ur upcoming reception..seriously..
i already done it..it was worth it..
next time im gonna bring him along..so that i can just buy it..
of course la "BANKER" da adekn..hehehe...
soorryyy..not mata duitan or pisau cukur .. it just.. come on u noe what mean rite..

lots of my friend already got married.. hehehe.. of course tringin jugak..
xkn nak couple je kn...
btw i already got my pre-marriage cert...
need to prepare early rite?..

so to be continue...

love,
xoxo