.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

...8th Ramadhan...

what a life is for with out eat...hehehe..well..malaysia had variery of food..malay, indian, chinese n etc....well as for ramadhan...any where we go there must be bazar ramadhan...

not to mention most of da time students went to bazar...searching for any thing to eat...until one time they lost...not lost in their mind..but lost in term of didnt noe what to eat..since "macam macam ada" hahahaha....

as for at home...we had mee curry...emm yummy...every day eating rice make u feel bored sometimes change it to other thing like mee, keuh teow, pasta, laksa, etc...hehehe...

for those "perut melayu"...hold it...limit ur carbo k...

the other part of eat is..

..MOREH..

hehehe..of course after terawih..some mosque provived some food a.k.a moreh..

tonite or polis station had to prepare the food for moreh at IPD mosque..so papa n the other policemen had decided to make murtabak n as for the deeper we made it..hehehe meat curry...

the smell was so good, the taste so delicios...ermmm..yummyyy...

hahaha...

...wHaT a Day!!..

...im pissed off...

eeee...

y did u disturb me..

y did u be around me....

y did u make my anger burst out...

y did u break my thing,..

from b4 n now..

never stop...

y bcoz of other im da one should be blamed..

y was that all causes is pointed to me...

m i been doing wrong all da time...

y me..

y me...

y mee...

p/s: if anyone noe how to reset da bluetooth tell me to do it please...

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

...7th Ramadhan...

breaking fast at home had a major different rather then alone...we shared our food...this moment is always haunted for all...whether its come naturally or da other way round...with all laughter...

but as for today..edie had to go back to MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba which b4 this called MRSM Jasin...

mama cooked early..so that we can pack our dishes n eat them at da food court in KB Mall...hehehehe...its hard to find a table since there r a lot of people wanted to break their fast too...so had to wait after...finally we got da table n eat...

hahaha..papa said.."x pernah di buat org...mkn kat puncak KB Mall gulai pucuk ubi...hehehe.."

then...edie depart from home town...i can see the sadness from his eyes...there was a thing that i can't understand about him...his behavior differ from b4...more silence...more secretive...he looked depressed inside him...n as mama n papa said he think too much...i dont noe ....

i wish i could penetrate into his mind n find out what is he think...his studies showed some improveent but still..is not qualified for this school aspectation..

what should i do...what actually happend to edie while he is in school...what is in his mind...

all those question keep on pop up in my mind...

..TeLuK CeMpEdAk...

...da missing piece of me...

apin, mimi n i..we went to tc..for da 1st time this sem...its been so long...well..hehe..have good time together..hope its gonna be forever...

its da 1st time for mimi being in tc...i quiet shocked when i hear it..but its normal..

we bought ice cream...n we ate it..hehehe..

da best part is that we took lots of picture..hehehe.lot of poss...hehehe..i cant stop laughing when remember those moments.hahahaha..

actually i had lots of pictures...went we there..so hope this moment will be last forever..

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

...6th Ramadhan...

apin n mimi sent me to da terminal...but b4 that we went to tc(teluk cempedak)...lame x pg..hehehe..miss da old days...

its been a long journey... i went home today..coz at home all of us papa, mama, wawa, ijoy, edie,ilah emi, ali n i ..hehehe..im not taking it for granted..but..its da last time that we can gether coz next week insyalah ijoy will fly to canada...so its da last time for edie or may be for me..

i arrived 1 hour from imsak..so i still can eat sahur with da whole family..plus at home rite now "wan" is here..my grandma..

we have greate time..i dont really noe what was inside edie's brain..he seemed gloomy n like being in his own world..ntahla...im bit worried about him since this year he gona seat for spm...what ever it is all da best for him...hopefully he is ok...

p/s: edie dont think too uch..just take it easy...be cool bro...yeah...

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

...5th Ramadhan...

salam...today is like a holday bcoz from morning until eening there wasn't any class...but its always raining in da middle of the shiny day..i got class at night...da class was at 8.30 n just got da info at 7 plus in da same evening...

fuhh..lega...

heheh..ramadhan teaches us to be patients..n having faith is not prohibited...

hehehe..

...KeK BaTiK...

..ShOOt i'M LaTe...

its already 4.07pm...how come im not awaken..huhu..gabra babe...do zohor prayer...

after that...milo...van houten cocoa..planta..f&n sweeted creamer...biscuts Marie...hehehe..i wanna make kek batik..

altogether...wait break for asar prayer..hahaha..kelam kabut dibuatnye...hehehe...

then continue again...

mixed milo n cocoa..not to for get eggs..stirred it until sebati.hehehe.

then heat da multi purpose cooker...melt the margerine n pour 1 cup of creamer..until its boiling..then, pour in da chock n milo mixture into it..

stir it until its cooked...then put in da biscuts...brake it in to small pieces...

whoohoo..its done..so simple..

hahaha...

since in my room doesn't have ice box so i bought some ice cube n sprear it around da container ...

da jadi da..gurt luck for those who try to make it..hehehe...

p/s: finally, pg jugak class ungs...

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

4th Ramadhan

alhamdulillah..4 days had passed...lot of trouble n happyness...all da hardshipp n test that HE gave us..we managed to fulfill our duty...

today, i went out again ...twice today..huhu..tired really it be...but i was having fun...at first i went out with cma n nisa..they wanted to buy tickets for hari raya...well since the ticket had been sold at da counter...better to buy early rather then later on coz for sure its gone hehehe...like pisang panas...

after that i went out again with apin n ika ..again..(mcm la x de org lain kn....hehehe..just joking...dont take it serious)..it just confortable hang out with them..hehehe...but unaspected situation happend when api forgot where did she put da car keys...huh..penat round satu carefour..hahahah..lastly, it had found by herself...cuak dowh apin..hehehe..

then got back to my rum...n my bed...bestnye tido...

shoot..!!!..im late..so in hurry...milo..choclate...margerine..creamer...biscuts...

..kek batik..

hahaha...what a life..

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

3rd Ramadhan

today was the most toughest day for me...in da morning i had class for EAP from 8 o'clock until 11.00 am supposely but thanx to mdm yati for leaving us early..hehehe..love u...cont. with bioprocess class from 11.30 until 1 o'clock...my head had spinning...n my stomach feel uneasy...its like there is kereta korek that keep digging my stomach wall..uuuhhh..so painful...as i realised its only a test from allah to me...this is small...Subhanallah...

in da afternoon, leadership class coming out...hehehe...thank god our group didn't make it to present...honestly we r not prepare perfectly..hehehe...

today is a lucky day for me..i said that at da begining that today is a very hectic day but its actually not at all..at nite we supposed to have EAP class...we have to present our term paper topic..as da class was cancled i felt relief.. =)

..iM tHiNkiNg oF...

..RaYa - EiD-MuBaRaK...

have u prepare anything for raya...i bet all of u alreally bought new shoes, the baju kurung, baju kebaya, baju melayu , etc. had been sent to ur home by ur tailor..

as for me..i will wait until mama finished sewing my baju kurung..its been for 3 years im not wear baju kurung that mama used to sew during school for hari raya...

hehehehe...

this afternoon i went out ot ecm with apin n ika...the three of us bought new shoes for hari raya..

check them out..

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

...2nd Ramadhan...

life goes as its plan..there was something inside my head..i can't let it go...feel of anger, upset n regret..i never feel like this b4...how should i avoid it...those things are getting me lot of hardship...stress...i hate my self rite now...but i noe i can't...

people never noe what inside me...unless they can read my mind...hehehe..silly jokes...but really...despite dealing with that kind of feeling...i miss him...truely deep down my heart...

as said b4 life must go on...building up da courage need full support n commitment...if u thing u good enough to be the thaen u should show it...dont show ur temper or revenge...just let others noe...that u r da best..

today i promise to myself to be silence...its better that way...thousands of apologies to all who hate me...i just be my self...

fasting make me remember what happend b4...i lernt from them...all da deds either good or bad...i have to faced it...

ya allah, all most gracious n all merciful...

.RaMaDhaN aL- MuBaRaK.....

...aLhaMdUliLlaH...

fasting teaches me how to be more patient...to let me noe how the poors live with out having all da meals - breakfast, lunch, dinner...fasting leads me to close my heart to my creator...it also teaches me how to be a good muslimah....i hope to be like Siti Khadijah, Sumayyah, Siti Aisyah and other..as my heart n soul totally for HIM...ameen...

...1st Ramadhan..

fist time sahur i thaught i couldn't maki it becoz of over slept...i can't sleep that night...i don't noe why...plus i had genetics class with dr.Zulq...well he's nice n handsome as Lina said...his smile made Lina melted..hahaha...

at da eve my group of leadership practiced for our presentation on IMAGE ENHACEMENT...every ody like blur..bcoz fasting really is a big challenge for us..hehehe...

so it came to bazar ramadhan..i wasn't goin to any bazar but other friends of mine went there...so cafe in da campus wasn't bad at all...instead there also had small bazar held by other student also..for those who like to go bazar out side..u should check out our own bazar...really full of food...hehehe...

terawih..better clear up ur mind that this time is da best time to worship our god...may our ibadah will be bless for all our deed...

...reLeASe tEnSiOn...

...sHoPpiNg...

hahaha...what do u do when u feel bad, stress, angry etc...hahaha..for me..just chilled out n have fun...do window shopping or singing..like katak panggil hujan..hehehehe....

so yerterday i bought new sandal...CASPIA...kind of crazy about tis band out fit...hahaha..

well latest edition of sandal...look, look, look...i wore it...hehehehe :D

huhu..too bad apin couldn't make it to join mimi n i...apin don't think too much...take it easy k...

so tomorrow is da 1st fasting day....Selamat Berpuasa to all of u...

make sure puasa btl2....jgn puasa yangyuk bgn pg bukak periuk...hahahahahaha...

...fRidAy...

...i ReaLizEd..

so..today i realized that not every body realise where they are standing..

in da other word they are always in a dream...this kind of peeps didnt even realize that there was a heart broken...they may be don't even realized that person love them so much...

is this da life that i have to go on ...then i redha...insyaalah...for future no body can predict what will happend..either we like it or not...HE is da most merciful HE knew what happend before, rite now n later...i m "pasrah"...

what ever it is ...i love them so much..may be my action make them feel like im da annoyed one..but as long i think its da rite thing i'll go on...instead...they will gonna fine..i knew it already...

all da expenses n their living will be supported...so i dont have to think what they would eat for breakfast, lunch n dinner...

they will gonna be fine...

i will gonna be fine...

just pray for da best..

alhamdullillah...i still have other friends who will be next to me when i need them...n da most important part is that i noe that other peeps feel that important for them also...i don't feel like alone ...although that kind of feeling is just inside me...

p/s: guys i noe u guy for quiet long period...i noe u guys better then u noe me...peeps males mistakes so do i...my apology to all of u...some times better keep silence than talking..i noe its not my style...but its for da benefits to all of us..so selamat berpuasa...jaga diri baik2....n...i love u guys more than my self...

...FriEnDsHip DaY...

...friends...

when loneliness creeps in

when signs of depression r seen

u'll be around

vanishing those tears of loneliness

n pulling me away from

da house of madness

being with u

has brought new meanings in my life

u have given me courage

n so much happiness

i'll cherich all da moments

we've spent together

thanx 4 being next to me

u r always in my heart

i'll always remember

all da precious time

we've shared together

*special dedication to all survivors

*special dedication also for close friends of mine

...FriEnDsHip DaY...

...LoVe U gUyS...

hehehe..yesterday i bought 2 boxes of cupcakes...actually they r for friendship day...i planned to make it in a close place..but its end up with distribution them room by room...hehehe...of course tiring n fortunately almost all got a piece of it..hehehe..

for those who didnt get it ..im so sorry....may be for miss understand or any other obstacle that avoid u to get them..hahahaha....

im a bit dissappointed when some of my friends didnt have it..

not to forget 19th August is Bear's burfday..so she got 3 cupcakes to share with da others..hehehe..happy birthday bear...so i dont hv larger cake for u..hehehe..hope u like it...

well may be next time...ok babes...

so...till ten...friends forever guys....luv u all...muaaahhh...

xox ;

...LeaDeRhiP cLaSs...

...HaPpeNinG....

hahaha..1st time this class started..br.khairul our trainer is fronm kuliyyah of nursing...i bet he must be knew putq...he is so lazer hahaha..it is abnormal for a guy i guest..

he is actully cool..for da time being..but he is too forword da nerd type..hehehe..sorryy bro..

well..i thinking of choclate for my public speaking...n presentation is on image enhancement..

weellll...what should i do...

da really happening..bro.khairul is so easy goin n too outspoken..hahaha...haru biru class tu..

there was few student who didnt attend da class...like shamil, oppo, apin, miss hasna, awa, fiza n farida...

sahmil's case : shuib said he had been mentioned about da class...so bro.khairul called him...at that time he was still sleeping n bro.khairul ask him to come to da class no matter how it be..so m he came to da class although its only 5 mins to da end...

oppo : i dont realy know what happen to her..when bro.khairul called her she said that she was in da clinic...becoz she got cought...and she said that the other phn had left...so she manage to escape..

apin : she went for an interview in gombak... as i said in previous post she n haiza went there...

miss hazna : she was undetectable...hehehe...

awa, fiza n farida : all of them mc..due to h1n1..too bad...

im aspecting more fun in da next class...

..bUrFdAy HaiZa...

..HapPy bUrfDaY gUrL..

heheheh...well aiza u r 21 years old now..so being a grown up woman is not as easy as when u dont get what u want u can cry and then peeps around u will give it what u want..but that was b4..now u have to work harder...be more sencitive to others to..of course u want to be treated as u treat others ..rite..

so all da best to u..n gurd luck for da interview tomorrow...make sure u get da scholarship k babe...hehehe...n..not to forget..blanje mkn k....hahahahaha

..burfday gurl malu..

..da cake...

..well its cappucino+coco powder..

...BaCk tO Da LiFe...

...TirEd...hOmEsiCk....

i really missed mama n papa..huhu..manjekan..hahahah...saje je...

all da way from kelantan to kuantan mimi n i had a lot to update...hahaha...i told mimi about my "date" yesterday..we laught all da way...in da same time apin was on da other bus from johor...

mimi told me about an accident whish was unrelieable n didnt make any sence but its true...asked urself have u pull up ur hand break in da car....who dont do so should extract some value from this story...a Viva da new one had been crash into da drain due to unreasonable driver who forgot to pull out da hand break...it happened at da shopping mall near by mimi place...da car was crashed da front part was in da drain....

then apin in da other bas felt angry due to da driver always drop by to release passanger....pity Imad for waiting for us for a long time...

n way Imad thanx so much....sorry to put u in troble...

just now we went to Eng Hong n Mydin to buy some necessity for da coming ramadhan...

im tired..

i felt like lay down on my bed n have a good rest....

ohhh my bed i love u so much...

hahahaha

...wHaT a Day!!..

...haPPy...sAd...aNgrY..

this morning i went to pasir putih..being an accompany for 2 peeps that i actually not really noe..well..as the flow going on...i managed to get a long a bit...aina seemed friendly...n farid who's da one asking me to join them not to tell..lets just i noe..

hehehe...

their friend had minor surge at da toe..its just a small little tiny thing...at first i thought its serious..but naaahh...hahahah...

hazwan is a nice person...very talkactive..look chsrming too..but too smart..i think..hehehe...nway to be oficial..farid thankx for da lunch...

from da sun rised to da dawn...i cant stop thinkin how m i gonna survive this sem..with all hardship n miserable things which made my head jam...tomorrow im gonna back to campus..boringnye...im gonna miss mama n papa again...

what do feel.. when u noe that u hv class on weekend...bengangkan...then all of sudden u had been inform that da class had been cancled n u alreaady had da ticket..so meen for those peeps who inform me late...huhuhuhuhuhu...

i hate that part of u/...

T_T

...i'M sHoCkeD, diSaPpoiNteD, sAd...

...wHo m I...

who m i..how should i describe that...coz i donno what peeps see on me...im not that pretty for sure..not so sweet like candy...not perfect like perfectionist..

i'm only ordinary girl..who just what to be known n wana be a part from important peep..

well..what to do..every important event or occasion ...no body inform to me...

who m i actually..

... kUlLiYyaH oF sCienCe..

..H1N1 DaNgerOuS..(part 2)

Last weeks 2 kuliyyah had been given leave for a week due to few student who had examined n pasitively infected by influenza h1n1...

due to that cases..other kuliyyah also tokk serious care about that.

then, thursday morning while genetics class was hold..Dr.Raj had received a short notice..URGENT MEETING..

we in da class shocked n panicked..not to tell some of us had known what it was about..

then the clerk from da office came n inform us that all class for that day had been terminated untill da meeting had finalized what should do..

we had asked to leave the class n went to our room...as we arrived at the room apin told me that she had called sister mariya..n.. guess what...

we had given a short break until next thursday to go home n come back ...

what we are worrying rite now is that our holiday raya..of corse for me..i had to buy ticket a.s.a.p...

well i had to wait for that...

...hEaLtH n CaRe...

..H1N1 DanGerOuS..

we should wear mask all da time...

weather u like it or not..

u should were it..

if u got any of da symptoms...

quickly meet da doctor,...

aviod being at da crowded places..

stay at home..

watch my friends n i...

...ceLL & tiSSuE cuLtUrE LaB..

..3Rd Lab..

hehehe...today lab was as like b4..nothing much..this time we were in da 2nd batch to do da experiment..it's a long wait ..

while waiting we had to observe our culture for last week n last 2 weeks..

so for da last week we had seen how it goes..so today we observe weather it can be use n da callus is alive or da explant already dead..

..LaSt 2 wEEks reSuLt...

there was nothing left for da callus production..bcoz all specimens a.k.a explants were contaminated from fungal due to sterility n may be da air flow in da laminar chamber...

..LasT wEEk rEsULt..

only one petri dish cannot be use..it was contiminated by fungal...

da last week lab session we all did good job said dr.raj...

thanx doc...n our lab assistant bro.amir..

go gurlz keep up good work..

..wHaT a LiFe...

..eVeRy mOmeNt i kEpt tHinKinG..

is there any place for me to be known..

is there any place for me to be friend with..

is there any one who love me as i love them..

is there any moment or at least a second that people who i care da most thinking of me..

i feel lost sometimes..

watching others happy n have fun with their friend..

but...

there something missing..

the bond..

the chemistry..

what should i say..

sisterhood may be..

huh..

in da name of Allah, da most gracious n da most merciful..

oo Allah , give me strenght to face da future..guide my friends, my family, my brothers n sisters, n i to da way u bless us...only u can fix all da things..u da all almithy, da all gracious n da all mercifulness...

amin..

...wHaT a Day!!..

...mOrNinG tRip...

we went for da outing..

well no class for today as well as leadership class...

hahaha..

da pak guard had been over reactive this days..

so since they noe ptptn had released..

well it seemed that 2 cars had ben clamped ..pity them..

so for those who bring da car..

make sure u park ur car n da box..

so we went to East Coast Mall a.k.a ECM..

i bought cooler fan..

haiza n mimi bought a set of new printer..

then we go to da carefour for buying some groceries..

well its included some food, shushi, snacks and also some toiletries..

hehehe..

but not to forgot...

a new novel...

its quiet lot that we spend but as for me..

i had to budget my money..

its for da whole sem..

hehehe..

it actually seem out of budget..

hehehe..

after all, we went to HTAA for visiting bear..

she is getting better..

i heard she went to perak...at husna house...

good for her...

at least new environment meke her happy n recover...

then for da whole day i was feeling uneasy, weird, and like smthing in side me..

that stop me from doing what i wanna do..

ruby wenr home...

its only syirin, raf n i..

i just finish read my newly book ..it is interesting n best..

well nothing much but..

i feel so frustrated n gloomy ...

i cant think anything..

except him..huhuhu..miss u...

well its all my day long...

to morrow another chapter to go..

hehehehe..