...TeDdy BeaR...

..Cik TeD...

hehehe..sound familiar...suddenly apin gave me a bear..what really shockin suprise...

i placed it at my novels rack so that its easier for me to hug her...hehehehe...

nway thanx apin..it is so lovely...

..uNpReDicTabLe Day...

...sHoPpiNg n watcHinG...

hehehe..tahnx mdm linda for finishing our class earlier today..

its was really fun n exited...

at first just rite after class...apin, cma, aiza n i went to photocopy shop to claim our papers.then unplanned we went to warehouse sale..hehehe..unbelievable i bought a pair of shoes..hehehe..

and also a pair of kambing toys for burfday abg syg..hahahahah...i named them momo n bobo...

hehehe..after that oppo invited me to watch Inception...not just both of us but lina , raf, wanis, fiza, zura n liz also came along..hehehehe..not bad..but after a while  got a little dizzy..hehehe..i was fastng actualy...

then we got to hostel by 7o'clock..had prayer n got ready for buke puasa...

...FuLLHouSe...

..so tired...so hectic...so mean...so arrogant...so decent...

hehehe..maybe some of u think that its da rest house called "full house"...

as for me..my life in kuantan for a week was so unthinkable n out of no where i think i like this new life...

well..since this sem everyone is competing one  another to brought new car..not to mention some of them bought new one n some had sold his/her car...erm..that life that full of unthinkable doin...im just stay low...huuhu..as always..

new sem im tryin to do some thing differ than b4..well..just stay cool ..wait .... n seee....

so for da whole last week..i went to many places...hehehe..just around kuantan..its fun bcoz normally i just walkin in small group...

so that time there were about 13 person with us...we went to ECM watched a movie...predator..huh!!!..'sape ntah yg pilih cite tu...i m not sure what scared me but its really raised up my Nerf...it didnt seem like i never watch predator b4 but..huhuhu...maybe watching with da person who dont even like scary movie make me feel like that..'..but b4 that we had our lunch at Papa Grilled & Mama Chopped..hehehe...as usual chicken chop n jumbo cup coke...heheheh..so full...

after that we went to megamall..we played a round of bowling...it was fun but somebody was missing that time..after that...we split in a group of 4 ...apin, aiza, safwan n i...we headed to Zul Satay..hahaha...safwan bedal 20 cucuk satay..apin x habis ..aiza pun same...me ..tahu2 je la..hehehhe...

then da next day we went to safwan's grandparent's fruit orchard...we plucked some langsat n search for da king of da fruit...huhuhu....mr.durian..we only got 5 biji durians ....as for mangosteens..safwan already plucked them for as...'gentlemen jugak...boleh la..hehehehe...jgn marah wan...'

then da next day...apin n i went out again n met safwan at da ecm..this time he was been honored to spent us da tickets of Toy Stories's 3.hahahaha..lawaks...masing2 bukan tgk pun layan je la...apin's bf in da town that nite..epul ...we searched for da budget hotel for him to stay..huhuhu..da next day..im not goin anywhere..just loitering around in da room n read again da novels...hehehehe...at nite apin asked me to join them mkn2 at tanjung lumpur..huhuhu..well what to do im on diet..just take a jumbo cup of watermelon juice n had some ikan bakar n sotong tepung..so full n yummy...thanx apin n epul...

da nest day ...oppo ajak mkn rojak..ikut je la....sedap..for those who want to had some please come to midnite..its only open during day time...da cendol was good too...at 1st it was only oppo n i..then wanis , yeh n ika (yeh's sister) came along....had some chit chat..update some stories...then..went to ecm.i wanted to give edy a jacket..so i ask oppo n fortunately aus was there to..since he is a man..hehehehe..he became our model..hahahaha..thanx to oppo n aus ...da dpt da ..n edy said it fit him well...hehehe..what a releaved...yup..i never bought any clothes to my brothers or sisters..so its so had for me..

that after that oppo n i went to terminal to fetch edy...then we had our dinner at sekilau..hahahaha..edy mkn byk...its ok ..i noe at his place susah nak cari mkn...huhuhu..at least he can go to his hostel n have a good rest...

on da weekend i dont go out much..just went to make x ray opg at klinik s.k.liew...huhuhu...y?...just wait .i'll tel u then...at same day oppo's mom datang..it wasnt my attention not to meet her..but..i had a thing to do..plus.............

thats how my days without internet..huhuuu..so late on ill tell u again..k...

x0x...

..inTer sEm bReaK..

...unFoRgeTtaBle...

lots n lots happen in my life for past 3 months... being jobless in not a waste...

days passed days...doin home routines were as simple as snap da fingers but then still laziness n boring moment occur few times..sometimes "boikot x nak masak" ... when da mood came.. im doin lots of cook... just wanna try new menu..hehehe..build up da skills on cookin..

done laundries included washing, hanging n of course " lipat la ape lagi...hehehehhe..."...

clean up mess here n there....

when i think about what m doin actually i helped mama alot..yup..when she was tired back from school i can see da smile on her face yeah...coz ali n emi sometimes ilah makin da home a little bit messy ... but yet im keepin da home clean n tidy.."chewah..masuk bakul angkat sendiri..."

actually, this holiday , it was full with sorrow moments n sadness...happyness a bt but da most important thng i can be with my family all da time...sorry ijoy..kakak didnt want to make u sad.. i just wanna tell n share my holiday with u n others who read my post...

arwah wan (my grandme) n arwah pak ndak (my uncle) had left us without we realized them...its all from Him. He da one who take back da life that had been borrowed by His creation... 'Dear Allah who had all da gracious n all da merciful..i beg for ur grace n mercy please place my grandma n uncle among da good people n them who u love...may they rest in peace...'

both funeral i had attended..da atmosphere full of gloom n tears...owh how can i tell this...let just me who can feel it...from what had happened ..i can see da relationship between our relatives more tighter...who before had a conflict slowly gettin close to one another..may be not so obvious..but still in progress...alhamdulillah...

eddy da entered UMP...where close to mine..hehehe..may its good for both of us..slightly closer to my parents...from before..

hopefully.. this new sem will ring joy n happiness also success for all of us ...insyaAllah...

...sEtiaP bEnDa yAng BerNyAwA...

hidup ni penuh dgn kitaran hidup yg kita sama sekali x boleh nak jangka ape yg berlaku...

mcm roda...sekajap penanda aras kita di atas..kejap nanti penanda aras kita dibawah..mcm bumi..beputar di paksinye sendiri..bagi manuasia pulak paksi kita adalah kalam Allah yg telah mencatikan segala peristiwa yg telah brlaku sedang berlaku dan bakal berlaku...

kata2 yg selalu kita dgr dari ayat al-Quran..Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu makhluk jikalau makhluk itu sendiri tidk mengubah nasibnya...

begitu juga dgn manusia zaman kini...setiap hari penuh dugaan dan ujian yg diterima..ia nye terpulang pd individu itu sendiri sama ada mahu melawan atau redha sahaja degn ketentuan...

patutkan kita membarkan org memperkotakkatikkan perasaan , maruah dan kredibiliti kita..atau dalam bahsa kasar pijak kepal kita walhal kita thu kita lebih berhak keatas sesuatu yg telah atau mungkin menjadi milik kite..

x salah untuk menjdi seorg yg optimistik berbanding org yg persimist...tepuk dada tanye selera...

ubah adalah keazaman kita sendiri atau target kita untuk berpindah dari satu tahap ke satu tahap...atau berubah kita sendiri bergerak melalui fasa yg berbeza...atau mengubah..kita memerlukan org lain utk meletakkan kita dari satu posisi ke posisi yg lain ..atau perubahan yag sekali gus membawa impak besar pada diri kira sendir yakni merupakan hasil dari pada setaiap usaha dan keupayaan kita sendir untuk meletakkan diri kita di tahap yg bagai mana..

mungkin org bingung dgn ape yg di perkatakan..
tp sedar lah wahai umat manuasia..
kita sekarang di akhir zaman...byk malasah sosial, masalah politik..masalah peribadi..masalah dalaman yg perlu kita hadapi, harus dikawal dgn rapi dan mesti hi tempuh dgn sehabis daya bg memartabatkn diri kita sendiri bangsa, agama dan negara....

semua org boleh cakap dgn gah penh semangat..tp tindakannye x seperti ape yg di canangkn..

buka mata bukalah minda...muhasabah diri..moga dapat jd pendorong do masa hadapan...

..nEw mOnTh..

...fuLl oF hOpE n SunShiNe...

early july lots of thing gonna happen to my family...

3rd july edy will enter his new uni..UMP...close to mine..hehehe..

may be after that we will be going to kl to visit wawa there n also other relatives...
as for me.there are critical moments that i need to be ready n be more serious than b4..

may not any of u think that im stil behave like a little child in front of mama n papa..

opps..sorry..that is me..i m who i m..

then.im goin to enter new sem..1st sem 3rd year biotechno..huhuhu..for me its sound scary..but for my little bro ali..he said.."hahaha!!!  kakak da tua".. u rite..

well till im coming back from sending eddy to ump..

dadaaaa...