...sYawaL 2010...

...FamiLy...

syawal come again..met my family n i without ijoy together with us...actually...we could still feel his presence but for me may be not...

this syawal for me ..not as much as before..yeah..absolutely...full of sorrow...

as all of u had knew my late grandmother had gone to our creator as well as my late uncle month after that...

their presence still warmed ourselves..with da jokes n personalities...owhh..i miss my raya so much...

plus ..this syawal we cant make it to balik kampung as we planned...due to some problems..

so it was addition to da sadness...sadness????...i can say that for me...

well..its hard actually to write again in da blog it took me some times for me to write it in this post...coz im not used to lost some one n not only one but 2...really..writing this make me cry again...

------hehehe....end of story for that..........

so 1st da of hari raya...we made masi minyak..n some rendang..no ketupat or nasi impit as always...but on da 2nd day we made ketupat n nasi impit..

im not goin anywhere.just been at home n served the relatives n guests...

alhamdulillah i can still celebrate 1st Syawal again with my beloved family...

this is our new pics for hari raya..hopefully next one will have full house...

...menjelang syawal...

rumah ku adalah segalanya..

kdg2 kite x perasan yg rumah kite tu yg merupakan tpt bg kite memulakan penghidupan..

manusia sekarg mudah alpa dgn hal2 dunia yg menyeronokkn...

sampai lupa ibu bapa dan adk beradik.dgn menganggap mereka semua beban..

kdng2 benci pun ade...

namun bulan syawal yg bakal tibe beberapa hari je lg membuat kn saudara2 kite yg jauh dari keluarga ..rindu...menyesal ....rugi...

sbb x dapt bersama keluarga..

walau bagaimana pun tidak pada saudara kite yg terpaksa belajar dan bekerja di luar negara...

tambahan pulak , kalau kite telah kehilangan sahabat teman atau pu saidara mara yg pergi menemui Ilahi...

yg dekat dan mampu pulang ke sisi keluarga ..

pulanglah...

yg jauh walau pun x jauh mane...cubalah plang...

cuba..dan terus mencuba..masa masih ade...

yg jauh beribu batu terpisah lautan antartika...

sabarlah..insyaAllah ade rezeki kite dapt berjumpa di lain lebaran...

p/s: ijoy.kami sekeluarag mendoakan kamu sihat disana...mungkin skar utk balik ke malaysia..tp doa dan ingatan kami tetap ade.semoga puasa cukup..dan tabah selalu k...salam sayang dari kakak dan keluarga..

..Buka Puasa...

...TaNjuNg LumPur...

last nite , oppo, wanis, yeh , nik, edy n i went to buka puasa together...
just to have nice buka puase with edy..huhuhuhu..
we order siakap grg 3 rasa, kailan ikan masin, sayur campur, lala mask merah n sotong grg tepung....

as da azan berkuamandang we open break our fast by eating kurma n sirap limau...then we went to da surau to have maghrib prayer 1st...

then we ate all except for sotong grg tepung..

it was too bad coz we didint get to eat sotong grg tepung..huhuhu..sedey sgt..

...PuaSa...

..duLu..duLu...

salam ramadhan buat semua..=)

bile tibe je bln ramadhan yg mulia ni terigt mase kecik2 dulu..mase mula2 blaja puasa...

hehehe..(blm pape gelak dulu)...im sure that all of us had good n weirdos memories pasal puasekn..kelakar ..lucu..sume ade...

pristiwa yg plg x bley thn n akn gelak selalu was that time baru balik dari Taski Abim..hehehe..budak baik la katekn..mase tu ade ain wawa n ijoy..kebetulan masa tu papa pg amek mama dari sekolah ptg...kitorg time tu tinggal kat Kem Polis Hutan Batalion 8..tp sekarang da tukar name Batalion 8 Pasukan Gerakan Am kat pengkalan Chepa..so ceritenye..balik dari taski kn penat la..mase kalo x salah hari ke 2 atau ke3...mase tu ain sorg je yg pose wawa demam..so papa ade belikn die chipsmore yg kecik tu..

tgh wawa buka...ain da pandang ngan pandangan yg semacm .."wo ko x pose ke?".."kak kn td awa pg klinik ngan papa"..owh.."penat la hari ni..besh la mu x pose...mu th x ..x baik mkn dpn org pose..."...."ea ke?"..."meh bg akak sikit..tp ko diam2 jgn bg th papa..."

tetibe dgr motor...cet motor jiran sebelah...buat penat je cover...hahahaha...masuk kepng yg ke3.."aik kak byknyer ko mkn...bg th papa br th..."..ain ckp "jgn macm tu wa..ko syg ke kat akak..penat tau pose.."

hahh!!!!papa da balik...dari tingkap da nampak..aik nape x de bunyi motor...

jejak ke tangga pertama...."papa!!!!! kakak x pose..."...siot betul si wawa ni ..da tu kene la bebel..x dpt duuit raye la...tu la...ni la...pastu last2 habis jugak pose  sebln tanpa curi2 mkn lg...hehehehe....

-to be continue-

..eGo..

..how can one live with egoistic..

.isn't it seem like pathetic...
which meant that ..ermmm..honest like make me feel sick n nak muntah...

i noe bein gentleman is good but please la behave like an adult first...

then..
if u want to spent lots of money then go ahead..
if u want to be a good hubby then go ahead..
if u want to curfew ur wife n not let her be alone then go ahead...

just open ur eyes..n please2..
be matured 1st..huhuhuhuhu..

i also have my own but better not to show off...

p/s:this post is nit pointed to anyone but just to brief how do i feel for those who has EGO...huh...

..Ramadhan...

...FasTing mOnTh...

time is runnin so fast...

ramadan had drop by...its a requirement for every muslim to fast during this whole month...

today, its da 5th Ramadhan which mean , i had fasting for 5 days...alhamdulilah every thing just find..but for past 2 days im not to well...may be the changin of weather...sometime it was too hot..sometimes it was too cold...day n nite...it kept changin...may its da 'fitrah' of fastin month..one of da way for HIM to test His servants...to up hold the desire to eat, drinks, avoid maksiat n all wrong doins...Allahuakbar...

only HE knows...

tests n challenges come without any sign...not eanough with that..the responsibility as a student to take quiz n exams really make me strong to face it...

insyaAllah everything will be find...

this comin week..i had 3 quiz...instrumentation, bioinformatics n medical biotech...



lets have faith n strive till da end....amin...

...circLe oF liFe...

i felt like yesterday  met her...

with warm touch n hugs...she was so soft..

i wonder who was she exactly...

she never took something for granted..
she never got angry with something ...
she just remained silent if other people talked behind her back..
she always been so calm...like nothing had happened to her...

she was very passionate in what she was doin...

sometimes i wonder is any body else like her in this world..

do u?

p/s: this post is dedicated to arwah badariah lamid...a grand mother of da one i love...may she rest in peace..A-fatihah....